Life has become too much to handle. Everything I've known has been ripped away from me all within the past 3 days. It's fucked you how bad one person can make you feel about your life, about yourself. In the past day, my whole outlook on life has changed dramatically. I dont care anymore, I dont care about anything or anyone, including myself. I find myself in this slump of depression, a slump of hate for the world, for my world. It's really bad when your problems fuck up other peoples lives. My problem has interfeared with one of my friends lives so horribly, and I feel so much guilt. If it wasnt for the bullshit in my life, he would be here right now. I dont even know how to explain exactly how I feel or what has happened. I am so scared and I wanna give up. Everyone keeps telling me, "Dont worry, things will get better". WHEN? Cuz if not soon it might be too late. Someone please help me....the psychiatrist cant...and im losing hope...
for starters, give up all substances. They're only gonna make your problems worse right now, to be depending on/using things. No drugs, no smoking, no caffeine then you gotta figure out exactly what's wrong with your life, and try to find teh cause of it. From there, a solution. I know i know, easier said than done. That's where therapists/counsellors can help, help listen to you and guide you in the right direction
Whenever I hit rock bottom, I just think of it as a transitional phase. Whether it takes weeks or months, it will get better. It's times like those where you figure out what's truly important to you. Find a better psychiatrist or counsellor. Good ones can always help. Good luck with whatever's wrong.
Not caring is never a good idea cause in the end it just makes shit worse. As long as you always care about yourself and your shit things just sorta work out. But if you continue to not care and be hate filled and such, you're right, things won't get better.
Drink a shitload of alcohol. That way when you wake up, you'll be too busy puking up your guts to worry about anything else.
For starters talk about whatever is wrong and try to figure out what would make you feel better. The only person who can help you is you.
Everybody goes through something like this. I don't know the problems you're facing at the moment, but just realize that they don't get better when you get older.
Works for men. that's how we get over relationships. "Only when you lose everything are you free to do anything."
This may sound annoying or you may hear WWWAAAAYYY to damn much, but I know how you feel. I want through a preiod of time where I felt the exact same hate for others the world and myself. Okay maybe not exactly because well nobody knows how anyone really feels. But good times and bad times is what life is all about. It will get better eventually. It did for me. Sorry this is happing to you!!!!!!!!!!
