My time is limited

You ever get the feeling your time is limited somewhere or with someone? Like you know that you've worn out your welcome at a current job or in a relationship etc?

 

I used to worry about that all the time because of my history of short relationships.

 

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I'm not sure I get the reference ther Hemroid.

 

yeah, i feel that all the time. i don't worry about it. even the best of friend's need a break form each other, and some relationships aren't for forever.

 

Yeah I do feel that way sometimes.

 

yes all the time, most of the time actually. Always paranoid that I'm going to get fired or left, it really bites and really fucks you up in the head. I think learning to be okay alone, having enough in the bank in case you get fired-self-sufficiency is the key to ending that fear...for me easier said then done.
What's up Adam?

 

When it happens, you'll know what I was talking about.

 

well you're situation bites and sometimes fears are rationale. It's when they're irrational that we should be worried. I think you're situation bites. If I were you I would fake panic attacks and get some really good RX's to kill the time...but then again I like my pills and i think 90 days in the house and a 3 month supply of valium and xanax, a computer, a tv and a bed, inlimited sleep. would be soooooooo freaking nice.

 

I've felt that way sometimes... I've also felt since I was little that I wont be around for a long time... I've always felt like I'm going to die somwhat young..
I'm sure people will think that's weird but it's just a strange feeling like I have to get all the stuff I wanted to do in my life done fast...

 

I don't like pills really. I hardly ever take even tylenol or sudafed etc.

 

I wanna grease your ass and fuck it till you bleed

 

I've always seen myself dying young as well. For a while I didn't think I'd make it past 25, but that was a lifestyle issue. Even now though, I don't see myself living past mid fourties, if I make it that far.

 

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. How often does that line work for you man?

 

Never, I just forgot my medicne yesterday and today

 

Ahhhhh. That explains that and the horsecock.

 

oops double post..

 

isn't it a weird feeling?? it's not paranoid or anything.. it's just a sense...

 

Yeah a lot of people mistake it as paranoia, but I'm not concerned about it. It's just that as a kid, I could imagine highschool and driving etc, but now even as I get older I can't imagine being old. I cannot see myself in 25 years. Period. I can see myself in 10 years and maybe even 15 as far as what I'd like to be doing with my life and the things I like to accomplish by then.....but much past that, there's nothing.

 

Yes, I've had that feeling from time to time.