it takes 25 or 30 years of opiate abuse to realy impair your kidneys ....so i think heroin is definatly the absolute best for depression ....and you can do superhuman feats while under its spell .....hence the brand name heroin [hero] ....that bayer chose for its morphine boiled in acetic acid .....that was less spacy n dreamy than morphine [morpheus was the deity of dreams ]... hey only ten more posts till my last .....good news for all u fools im sure !
no coke is evil .....it has no use ......heroin has a great use for those dying slowly n painfully ....nut medicins and shit that fucks with the reuptake of serratonin are evil and in my opinion useless ,
HAH you don't think opiates affect seritonin levels or re-uptake and inhibitors! hah It's the biggest neurological pathway affector of them all!!!! that's funny shit. People on these boards can be sooo uneducated it's hillarious. Hello people there's a difference between being a healhty person who needs help when life get's frustrating and somone who will die of kidney failure from maoi abuse (penny you'd have to take a bottle a day for 50 years). Funny judegemnt on here coming from; potheads, heroin addicts and people whoo can't accept and bite down and deal with what ya gotta do to get the job done and be succesful...sometimes people are understressed and too unmotivated so if I'm overmotivated and need a few pills to help me reach my dreams then what the fuck is it to you guys?
when they invented it , [1890s ] the industrial revolution was in full force but antibiotics not yet invented [nor surgical anesthetics realy ] ....millions of people were dying from their work in textiles and coal ...[tuberculosis , brown lung , black lung , sillicosis ...asbestosis .....the powerfull antitussive and analgesic properties allowed people to keep working and functioning while they put their affairs in order before dying ....it also killes pain with less euphoriea and dimensia so one could say ones goodbys with a clear head ......im not recomending that healthy people become addicted to opiates ....quite the contrary . but im saying that those who cant stand the hell that is civilization shouldnt be punished for trying to cope ...and that if you are going to scapegoat and deamonize a substance ....pick one of your own not the ones handedto u by the man , that promotes an profits from the drug trade it hipocritacy prohibits
girl...dom't even listen to these people stay on your meds, do well in school and have a balanced mind and if for now it takes meds for that who gives a fuck?
your just an ignorant yuppie fake ass bitch who could live a hundred years and not see above your own wall of self obsessed vanity ......take a nut pill bitch !
uhm I'm thinking I would rather have my low dose lexapro everyday then shoot up or snort some hero. I am thinking the later would be counter productive to what I want to achieve and I get morophine when I need it too. I can go in for a drip anytime I want I just choose not to because IM NOT IN THAT MUCH PAIN and morph is clean and altered heroine
no one , least of all me is telling you what do do ......im complaining about the crimalization of sickness and punishment buy the very govt that s cia created the heroin and coke crack market ......live well and good luck ....youll only have to listen to me for 5 more posts and im gone for good so be nice .....
I'm probably gonna prescribed Valium or Xanax soon for my panic and nervous fits. Centrax is actually what my dad was on for 20 years. We're all neurotic in my family.
Many forms of depression are not emotional problems but physical ones. Brought on my chemical imbalances in the brain. To say use self control or environmental changes to fix the problem would be like telling a diabetic to make insulin using self control.
exactly i am a type A perfectionist to the core. It took me 3 hours to vaccum yesterday! I have to wait until my mom leaves the house or she gets on me for being too picky and I get pissed if she or the dogs walk over any area that i just did and then will go back and start all over. I would spend 10 hours vaccuming if I was not on medication. I would spend all day cleaning and organizing my closet per color and making sure my hair is perfectly placed and shit when I wasn't on medicatin I looked so perfect to everyone BUT ME-the person who matters most. I may have been thinner, I may have been more pulled together got better grades but I was a nut and that's why I have ulcers. I mean my stress induced ulcers need more treatment then acidflex they need something that reduces the stress. and I CAN"T change my enviorment right now. I need money to pay my bills and I need to finish school as I'm approaching that 7 year mark where they'll kick ya out.
I'm not depressed. Life is nothing more than an illusion anyway. Nothing is worth getting depressed over. All I know is to sit back and enjoy the ride. Let the river take me to wherever it flows. Everything is an experience, thus it has real value, good or bad.