I had the scariest dream I've ever had. There is this guy that I've known for years. We don't really get along well because he is the most conservative person I know, and I am the most radical person he knows. Well I dreamt that I was in bed with him! Innocent at first, but then it got worse. I climbed on top of him and f'ed him! The worst part is: during the dream, it felt like I was doing him a favor, not like loving sex at all. I woke in the morning completely mortified, and couldn't even look at him for weeks. Why would I dream this???
The guy I like is conservative... He is more fiscally conservative, he is against the death penalty, and abortion, but is very pro gay marriage. I don't know, he is an interesting guy.
Maybe in some sub level you have an attraction for him just in the curious way the sorta (wonder what it would be like) sort of way and your feelings as to the favor part is your way of justifying those feelings. To leave you less vulnerable to the fact you may infact be interested, or I just like to see myself type?
Ok weirdest thing EVER... in case anyone cares... I have plans to do salvia this weekend with that conservative that was in my dream LAST YEAR. Life is soooo wierd.
They say that opposites attract. Sometimes our dreams have puns in them. Maybe your mind is saying "screw Republicans."
Ok I def. just did salvia with the "conservative" and now I'm sooo much more confused than I was before. Weird...
i reeeeally hope that's not what it means lol its weird though... how things you don't even know about yourself can come out in dreams...