Losing my mind

Once again I'm poor, and can't see my doc. so I'm turning to these forums.

I have a slur of emotional problems; depression, anxiety, that sort of thing.
I'm..scared..I've cut 8 times in the past 2 weeks alone, and I think I'm getting addicted to it. (Your body releses a chemical that relives pain, and you can get addicted to it.) But that scares me, I want to stop cutting. And my mom is freaking out. I don't what to do anymore, I just wish there was some way to get better. Even just talking helps. It'd be nice if some of you replied to this. Makes Leki feel less alone. Thanks for reading.

-L

 

why do you feel alone?

 

I'm here for you

 

WOW, I have no way to relate to your problem, but I hear you calling.

Email me if you want to be pen pals.. I usually have a different outlook on life than most people... give me a shout.

James

 

Aye, I was just about to ask the same question ... why do you feel alone?

 

It's a natural thing, being alone. I'm anti-social. I don't like having to pretend to be happy so I keep to myself. Havn't been online in a while. I'm a lot better with cutting. only once in 3 weeks. I'm coming to see that i need to shape up or ship out. quit moping around and do something about it and whatnot. *sigh* c'est la viee

 

i know exactly how you feel, i went through a simular thing a while back.

it seemed like anything that could go wrong DID go wrong; even makin a small mistake would set me off into thinking i was honestly only bothering people with my life. i turned to cutting and my mom freaked out.

im not sure how i overcame it, to be honest. i guess i realized that no matter how much i hated myself, i loved my family so much and was tired of seeing tehm go through hell just because i was a hazard to myself. there are so many important things in life, and for you to be our own road block is very silly if you think about it.

there are enough people in this world that will try to bring you down, so you should be the one person who will take care of you.

no one can help you realize this, and im sorry you are going trough this. seek therapy if you wish, but only time wil tell if youll allow yourself to get better, or worse. good luck with everything.

 

I have a feeling you aren't actually antisocial. Pseudonyms for antisocial personality disorder are psychopathic, morally deficient, etc.

 

^^ Are you her? I don't think so, don't tell her how she is and feels duech bag