no, you're right.... lynsey, i like you but that comment was mostly directed at you. as was my comment about being a hypocrite about something and then saying you were what... PROUD of it?! wtf anyways im not trying to fight with you, lyns.... maybe you should just ignore him if he makes you that mad?
yeah the subject is pretty boring.... and it gets old.... they fight on here with each other constantly.
yeah and that I'm fat and that I lied about what happened with him and that I'm not as good in bed as your other girlfriends and you wish I would've had more experience and that I should get an abortion when you know I'm against them and that I'm a drama queen and overly emotional and that I need too much and expect too much and when I'm feeling at my lowest you were never there and that I am aquesatory or however the fuck you spell it and you yelled at me and got way too mad and then wondered why I couldn't telly ou about brandon in person...why the fuck do you think?????? after that last night why do you honestly think i didn't tell you? and you sent that cd out, you sent me that post card with my clothes...all I wanted was honesty from your fucking mouth. If I was that im,portant you woulda been on a fucking plane giving me what I needed not being subliminal or passive agressive. You tried so hard to be apathetic that you blew your top in the end...anyone would have having to try that hard and funny because all I ever desire in a relationship is protection and a to give up control and you tried so hard to make me feel unprotected and raw that you blew your top...who the hell could blame you if i had to keep my feelings in for a year i would've done the same thing. Next time don't take advice from 'break-up bitches' because women are catty as fuck and the sooner you realize that the easier your life will be no matter how old or nice they appear on the outside they have primative instincts that prevent them from securing things instead they dismantle...well that was proven last summer as we know.
Laura, I think we all know I have low self-esteem. I think we all know why I need so much attention from whoever I'm dating. I just need a break a breath of freash air a day at the beach a moment and a place to come to terms and I just wanna stop posting in this thread so once again I'm sorry that I said that about you and okay that's just all that was a crappy thing for me to say
Lynsey you and I broke up three months ago. Everyone on this sight has seen you blast me and mother fuck me every chance you have gotten. I'm pretty sure everyone gets how you feel about me. Hell, plenty of people of commented how I've maintained tact and dignity and not responded to your attacks. You did PLENTY wrong in our relationship too. The one major thing you did wrong was air out our private matters on here. That's something I never did aside from a few times when provoked by you. Three months have passed and you are now in the courting stage with fitzy and have expressed great happiness for this. I think that is a wonderful thing, have not interfered, have left you alone and wish you the best. yet tonight for some reason you decide to blast me for responding to your thread about changing a light bulb? Why? What good is this doing for you? Honestly this should be a joke Question: How many blondes from San Diego does it take to change I light bulb? Answer: Don't you even talk about changing a fucking light bulb with some drawn out answer like its a jamband song. and while were at it, don't you even insist for a second to anyone that you're a good friend because your a complete asshole.
NOT INTERFEERED??????????? sending me the cd, the post card of the bed and breakfast we stayed in, the deliberate things to hurt me. forget my last peaceful pm...fuck you and your self-rightousness and trust me Ryan mantaining your dignity and tact is not your strong suit...there's a reason Chris has you on ignore and there's a reason I now have you on ignore again and blonde...hmmm that was another thing you 'disliked' about me...shit shoulda wisened up turns out a lot of guys like tall blonde girls with big breasts...which never seemed to be your preference but no worries it was the preference of most of the other men who took me out, complimented me, rubbed my shoulders, lended an ear when you wouldn't give me what I needed...did you really think I was the type of girl to go without affection for a phone call a week and a few emails...flowers only after you fuck up? I didn't fuck them but I sure got what I needed. And you say Chris seems like a 'nice boy' for courting me honestly if you only new the truth and what a good man he is to me and in general unlike you at 20 he doesn't live off daddy's money and talk about it all the time. I'm not going to go into more detail then that because I want to respect him but he gives me strength he doesn't rob me of it...so don't be passive agressive with your terms-I know what you're doing...you know I'm not naive...not after being with you for a year you stole that right out from under me thanks for taking it away hopefully after I get better it can be replaced with purity as I feel like I am betraying somone I care for by even writting this...I am in fact I need to stop.
I did NOTHING to deserve your attacks tonight lynsey Even a blind man on this site can see that plan as day
i cant contribute anymore good luck to you and please you did not post on this site prior to us leaving each other so please stop posting on it again. I saved your ass that last night and you know it and you owe me big time for that...coulda so easily walked down to your hotel or called .....on you so please go and let me be at peace because your past actions and abuse cause me great anger and bring up a lot of issues for me from way before i met you.
I have friends on here, people I communicate and care about and will continue to post here lynsey. If it bothers you, well I'm sorry, that's not my intentions.
