07.01.2006 I saw many drums in my dream. I saw I had a land and I made there somekind of village museum, made of glass, and I bought to the museum many expensive drums.. allkind.. really weird ones, the ones I have never seen. I was trying to play them, but i couldnt. My sister and mother were playing as well, and they made kinda very nice sound out of them, but not me. So I took my ordinary bongo and was playing this instead of the others. Then I saw that in this village there was my biological dad (who died on 1.1.06) and his daughter, who came to sleep at our place every night. Then I was suddenly at the sea and there were somekind of rocks. and it was cold and slippery.. and I remember falling down and then climbing up again. And I wasnt the only one who fell down from the rocks and climbed up again.. the drums were kinda weird. One which was made of soft leather, I was kinda How you dudes play this. And there was somebody who told. Hey this drum is really old and from northen parts.. (laughed at me as i was trying to get some sound out of it) I remember you had to blow some air into it. The other one was made all from wood.. and there were really tiny places where you could beat to get the sound out.. and then there was one ordinary bongo - the one i was playing.
13.01.2006 I had very blurry dream.. I mean, i dont remember much of it.. just few main situations. Remember being barefoot and was steping on somekind of needle.. sand.. was very cute tho.. so anyway I took up the needle.. and looked at it, told to my friend.. "Ya cant get any hiv or aids from here.. ". Another thingy was, that me and my friends were siting on the sand, and I guess put my hand there somewhere into the sand, and there were many needles again.. I was kinda scared.. and I guess I said.. "Aww.. i hurt myself.. " Later on, I saw my sweed drum and playing it like crazy.. lol I dont remember the rythm, nor the quality of the sound.. but i was playing it.. but in my dream, my drum was a bit smaller than it is in real life..
Few days ago.. i saw i was drinking water and suddenly there was tiny crocodile in it.. which you could see trhough.. and i was touching it, it was hard and i woke up..
23.01.06 I saw my real fathers funerals.. where all the family was there and aunts who i have never ever seen.. then like i was talking to the aunts i have never ever seen and suddenly my aunt (who i dislike in real life) came to talk that he took care of thr funerals and stuff like this.. i got pissed off, was deeply insulted and walked away, nor talking to my aunt.. kinda protesting about the whole situation.. The thingy that got me disturbed was that i was talking to my aunts ive never seen and was kinda kind and so on to them and then this nasty lil phuk aunt came and ruined it all..
few nights ago i saw a dream where i had sex with my coursemate (i have no feelings about him) it was all weird and stuff.. though as i was overtired i kinda dont care about the dream it was just odd.. i have never ever seen having sex before..
Uhh luwly, may.. no sex dreams though.. lately I have been dreaming a bit, but never remember any of them as soon as i get out of my bed.. prolly its couse of the rush.. but i suppose sooner or later things will be all calm down again Anyway I hope I will see Elijah in my dreams. It would be wesome to know how my subconsciousness would draw him..
