My mistakes

Everyone that knows me here knows I made so many
for those that dont

i had a hard life (so what i know), but i have and i made many mistakes..

anyways

ITS ALL GOOD.
i feel without my mistakes i wouldnt have the ground and the knowledge that i have.

i mean, it even allows me to apprieciatte the rape and the beatings.. and admit the things i did that werent good.. im not in denial

i feel apprieciiative to all of it.

i feel i wouldnt be me without my past.

that's my confession...

id take nothing back.

 

I know someone who feels exactly the same.

 

i wouldnt have thought that a year ago when i was almost killing myself...

know?

i look back now and am so proud about some things..most of them most people would fee insignificant, but they make them me and make me proud and love myself

without them i wouldnt have .... how do i explain... be where i am now? know what i know now? that dont even explain it. it all gives me the right edge of compassion, caution, harshness, reality and everything else....

i feel like it helped make the puzzle of me fit.

 

btw T (tis me) loves yer user name. wish i could steal it.

ask any old head here. that name is me

 

Wond'ring Aloud - Aqualung - Jethro Tull. Very special, lots of memories. Saw them in concert last week and they played this, for me it was the best part of the night.

 

It sounds like you should consider becoming a family counselor. Your experiences could help someone else who is having trouble dealing with a painful past and hoping for a brighter future.

I hope you consider it.

James

 

You've come a long way baby. You should be proud.

{{{Hugs}}}