winter storm: march 13, minnesota. (rant)

i hate it here. i almost died at 5am to deliver people their goddamn doh-fucking-nuts. i had to go between 10 and 20mph with people tailgating me, who did not see that i was obviously driving a fucking shitty ass van and one slip would spin me 360 (i know cuz i've done it).

going up a hill on a main street, i couldn't make it so, i had to pull over, wait for a cop, give up, go walking for a phone (would have been hell), finally see the cop come, jog towards her, slip and fall on my knee resulting in a big bruse, to block off traffic so i could turn around. she said that the street crews (salters and plows) couldn't keep up with the snow. and this is minnesota; pros of winter driving and snow plowing.

when my shift ended, i got in my shitty car and knew right away that once i hit the county roads, i wouldn't be able to tell if i was on the road or where my turns were so i spent almost 2 hours in the break room to wait out the brunt of it. when i could see 20 feet in front of me, i left. it took me about 3 times as long as it should have to get here and i'm experiencing slight snow blindness. i also feel like i've had the sun on my cheek for the whole time but the sun is hidden by snow and snow clouds.

and i can't even get in my driveway. my (b/f's) car is just sitting there, about half way up. and i don't give a damn.

it's like ...21 degrees f
7 inches of snow (wich i don't get... the snow is like from 1 foot to 6 feet, everywhere)
wet and slipery under the snow

i hate winter

5 weeks ago i started thinking.. ok.. you know.. this is probably the last couple a weeks.. then it kinda got warmer (in the 40's ). now, it's been like, 3 weeks of motherfucking teasing.

i know no one cares.. but no one is awake and i'm pissed/astounded/rageful/smited by god.

i get so fucking irritated and depresed with no sun. i can sit and stare for hours. i feel nothing. i don't care about anything. i'm in favor of launching a campaign to increase greenhouse effects.
<SAD>?
in the summer, i'm happy and i love everything. i have so much energy and i feel really good, most of the time.

why the hell did people settle here?? oh.. k .. farmland.. fuck that. good farmland is totally not worth it. and look what farming has got us, anyway. overpopulation and fat asses.

 

I don't live in Minnesota, but I lived in CO for quite awhile, and got aggravated with the same things...I hear ya', believe me!! Hope it starts getting warmer for ya', and you start feeling better...never fear, spring shall come!!

 

SAD is the shits

and I either walk or take the bus, to avoid dealing with teh snow/slush/ice/winter crap. At least of hte bus slides around, it's gonna win against most other vehicles

 

That's exactly how I am in the winter months, so I feel for you, I really do.

Today was 68 degrees, but guess what. Tomorrow it's going to be a high of 34, and freaking snow. Can you believe that? Ugghh, but you know, what can you do really.