So these are some of my 'problems'

I'm mad at my best friend because she won't give me this computer disk that she said she was going to give me months ago. I didn't ask her. She offered. And now she's acting like I don't know what. It just annoys me.
I really don't feel like living and the only reason i'm still here is because I don't want to go to hell and I suposse the above mentioned person.
I hate my father because he can be such an asshole. I hate my mother sometimes too and now there is this whole sitiuation that gets me so annoyed and sad and scared and I hate just about a lot of shit right now.
I'm having a really bad emotional say and today was supossed to be a good day but all i'm doing is being online and everything is just so horrible and there is no way to fix anything in my life.

 

Quote-and there is no way to fix anything in my life.


Change your thoughts- your mood will be changed. It's ALLLL in your head.

 

i second that. great advice, man.

 

What is on the disc?

 

thanks mary....

i have to check my head quite often. ive gotten quite good at it. heh....

 

Windows XP. Which means whenever the computer fucks up I automatically get angry. I'm not trying to be a brat about the whole situation. I shouldn't even have to remind her. I did though in May and then it came up in June. I don't know what her problem is when this whole thing started in Jan. or Feb. No idea. And changing my thoughts? I'm sorry if I seem rude because I don't want to appear that way even if I am but it takes a bit more then thinking for a split second and pretending like things are good when they aren't for something to change. But thank you.

 

We create our own happiness. Trish is right.

 

yeah, it's not easy but your thoughts define you.

ive suffered from SEVERE depression where i could not even leave the house and if i could change my reality from changing my thoughts, anyone can.

happiness comes from the inside, as does reality....

 

Happiness has to come from inside. No amount of outer influences can make you happy if you're not happy inside yourself.

 

I do hope that no one is suggesting that I'm depressed. Might be true though...

 

You do seem forlorn and morose.

Sounds like growing pains to me.

 

i wasnt suggesting that you're clinically depressed... just that that post defiantly didnt sound happy.....