yep yep . its all great ... and yea i should've been more clear on the fact that this is what "works for me". have a good day man
yeah i hear everyone, and in no way am i regretful what i ran into during or after the trip. trippin or not. just, still figuring it all out~ doing my thing, at it's pace- appreciating it all, on my knees or not. learning is an contimplating and applying kinda thing, not a regretting kinda thing. and i tell you what, i'm very very thankful for lsd, and all the great teachers in my life - everysinglebody =) especially you hillbilly, and dilli - not even only for teaching, but for helping. love you guys
man im glad yer 600 miles from here or youd be creepin me out.. perhaps ya should clarify we never dosed together,, an its been 3 months since ya seen us.. ahahahhaa we love you to ethan..
aawwwwwwwwweeeemannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~~~~ =))) =PPP that'll be the day, the day we trip together. we can talk about circles and, skvdjaiwuvjasdfbawiefubasdufaOEQWKFA. i gotta go back to see you guys again for sure one day, that's for sure. definitely it's bound to happen sooner or later =). you thought you knew crazy =P. heheheh =P
i stayed with hillbilly and his family for a month last winter =) it was one of the most outrageous times of my life =) it was the best~~, learned a worlddd, without lsd too*
hehe stebo you should try to achieve what Ethan did...I am one who considers that psychedelics drugs is a negative way to reach enlightment...but its a easy way...its at reach of almost everybody, in any societies...them who wont listen to preachings and all and wont go meditate and find their light, ita a pretty good way... And this experience...ego loss...its just awesome man...whether you interpret it spiritually or not....it has made me a better person. Or maybe believing that its making me a better person is what is making me better. Haha if you have one thing to do before not using em anymore is this ;p
the buddhist said - "i already know this" ... not meditation is better - a true buddhist wouldn'y even say them somthing is better than something else! ... and yes, that i learend from a same experience as the guy that started this thread ... pure bliss - no mind - and 5 hours of interconnectedness on LSD !! oooww yeah ... my advice - don't think it over - the expereince ... it has already happend ... now enjoy this moment for what it is. iv'e spend 3 years contemplating my first ego-loss experience ... and it wasn't untill i stopped that contemplation that the second experience came ...
ALLLLLLLLLLLRIGHTY~~~~~~~~ =P i had another experience the other night, made me wanna run off and erfoi8uawerfjasdg8werg but, definitely not running off, taking it slow, sorting shit out til it's a bit more comfortable- this whacky world in me needs some soothin, but i know monastery aint right for right now, but damn. i'm gunna call you guys tonight*** i love you guys
good thing that you watch the wacky world in you, mine has kept me too far away from the real things at some point
oh yeah, it's have a feeling from here on out it's always gunna be calling, for me to let it get whackier. a part of me says that it's alright to keeeep it whacky, then 'reality//(i'm thinkin my sin?)' keeps me here on reality. now i'm thinkin, it's just me wantin to be put into a more familiar reality then i remember all the rumi poem's sayin it's only when there is a 'you' and an 'i', that we pull one world apart and bring back the familiar, 'I' bring back the familiar-kaboom. learnin to take it slow, let it go, seemless with no rush, no time. just, doing it's thing, hillbilly and dilli, i'm callin tonight =)
' part of me says that it's alright to keeeep it whacky, then 'reality//(i'm thinkin my sin?)' keeps me here on reality. ' yeah thats exactly whats happening to me. And i think its all the pot I smoke that makes the its the alright part. Its better like that. If i had never used drugs it would be scary I guess or just not happening. Personally, other way round Id say its your sins that keep it whacky ;p You have to stay here a bit man...have a good balance of reality stuff and crazy ideas and it will be aright. It has to work out.