alright i always seem to do this to myself. ill go through phases where i decide i dont want a boyfriend and i want to be single. (i know im young so 'what do i know' but just bare with me here.) anyways, whenever i start dating a guy that i REALLY like and am interested in, i seem to always attract (or go to, im not sure) other guys that also spark my interest. i hate this very much since i despise cheating in all of its forms. im dating this guy now who im in love with (love as i know it). its amazing and all but its happening again- a blast from the past who i actually care about is coming around. dont get me wrong, im not contemplating leaving, but more just wondering if anyones got some insight as to WHYYYYYY this keeps happening to me or how to deal without getting so stressed. im fine with self control but its like the forces of this world want me to be a freakin skank!!!
Do you mean that some other person than your current boyfriend has now appeared on the scene, and you feel strongly attracted to him? Yeah that has happened to me, actually each time I have been in a serious relationship, something like that happened. I can't say that the same reasons would apply to your relationship, but this is how it was for me. The way I see it, there just are some certain individuals with whom I can have a very special bond, something truely magical. I do not know how to account for it, but I have thought that perhaps these are people I was close to in "past lives" or whatever, if you can embrace that idea. Regardless of why, they exist. Problem was, I could not really endlessly wait for such a person to show up, as there is no way to tell when one would. So I ended up in "ordinary relationships", and then only after I was into that, did the other person show up. What a bummer. You are luckly in a way, you still have the chance to decide between one or the other. DO give it every thought, and do not let a real soulmate escape you.
