anxiety? ocd? or just pms? what the fuck...

today has been so fucking frustrating!!! whenever things don't go exactly as planned i get soooo frustrated. like today i was supposed to go to a cook out, a tattoo party, and go up to my friend's house for a party cuz she's my bf and moving away soon...but noooo my parents wont let me drive my own car, even though i fucking pay for it! why? becuause its sunday n my parents always clean the house on sunday, and it puts them in such a bad mood...EVERY TIME....and they just bitch about every little thing. i cant even stay in the house...i have to leave..i can't stand it.
if i could just have it my way, i'd be fine...but no, now i have a headache and i can feel the anger, anxiety boiling inside of me. i felt this way yesterday for no reason though..
urgh...and i just like really impatient or what?
i hate this

 

my parents used to do the housework on a sunday too - i know how you feel!

you just want to say, if it makes you that bloody miserable don't bother doing it.
try getting up at 5am next sunday and sneak around and get all the housework done before they even get up - it'll drive them nuts.