is ther anyone here who tough maybe their death will be a suicide? no i'm not planing to do this but i had a tough about what if years later i'l kill myself, who knows, like in my 20's, i dont know where i'm gona be and what i'm gona be and how i'm gona change
I understand what you mean. I don't know what would be horrible enough to make myself do something like that though.
Well if you would think of suicide, something horrible must exist out there for everyone. It could just be a matter of time before you get the thought of suicide.
dunno. but i was suicidal big time a few months ago. i doubt thatll happen again though, i just have to slack the shroomies for a while.
Yeah, sometimes I think like that. Mostly I want to really live...something that is hard to do now...
i like what that person up there said about using his life to help other lives thats how i feel too...i went through some pretty rough times a while ago and was thinking ab out suicide, but i think suicide is the selfish way out...i mean your not only hurting yourself all the people around you thats so horrible i would never want to put my friends and family through all of that pain because i know how bad it feels to loose someone close to you by death. /dont kill yourself EVER! shit happens yes but there is so much to live for
true taht. but when youre suicidal, its like if everything no longer exists, i used to think seriously about it and not worry about "my parents will be sad etc" .. i was so delusional that i didnt give a crap about anything else... so its kinda hard for the suicidal/depressed to think straight. (well in my case it was), its mostly introspection work, you get out of it by finding whats missing in you.. that is why i think anti-depressants are not worthy. and i got out of it fine without em
even if you have no problems and everything is ok, ther can also be suicide toughs i think, the person doesnt have to be in a depression to do this, but most of the time it this
yea but in my opinion, suicidal thoughts usually happen due to a change in your thought pattern, or in your awareness and view of the world... suicide thoughts because of a break-up or because of someone close's death happen... but in my opinion, theyre pretty pointless. Most of the time, the one who commited suicide suffered from mental problems. its proven. Theres this guy at my school who kept whiing about "im gonna kill myself" because the girl he loved didnt love him, and he was missing from school etc etc... And guess what, he didnt commit suicide of course... he was perfectly in reality, caught up in his everyday life at school, and with the love of his parents. he just wanted to throw out a huge show to feel pitiful and that ppl find him more interesting. I talked with the guy to make him realize that there is a bundle of things more important then what hes been down about. When i was a kid i always thought about " i wanna die bla bla bla " because i was in trouble with my grades and stuff like that... but how long did that last? merely one hour. The people who suffer from depressions or schizophrenia, thats a different story... its their mental state triggering the suicidal thoughts, ive been there... i wasnt suicidal because of my friends, my parents, troubles, love... it was cause i was maybe at a lack of serotonin in the brain.. something in my brain was not right, maybe triggered by psychedelic drugs as well... but the thoughts really came up to me everyday 24/7 for weeks because i was no longer in reality. and i kept paranoying over the fact that the universe doesnt make sense and is pointless.
My thoughts about life and death changed so dramatically after my psychedelic experiments that I felt that I could get back to that spiritual energy I felt if I committed suicide. Soon after, I got very depressed, and these thoughts continued, but luckily I didn't ever go through with it...good post, Stebo!
i agree yes but i didnt talked about it in this way, the "i gona kill myself" that last one hour, i was really meaning like a serious though, like a state of insanity that brings you to think about death
