People hate me

If you're smoking a lot of weed, that can bring those kinds of overanalytical/paranoid feelings. If you're chronic, you might want to try to lay off for a while.

Plus, 14 is about the most awkward & difficult age there is (though they all bring new challenges & difficulties... but I wouldn't go back to those years for anything!). Try to remain positive and realize you'll get through it and come out all right. Most people I know who grew up to be cool adults were high-school losers with only one or two close friends. Enjoy & be grateful for the friends you have, and ignore everyone else; "popularity is for losers!"

Read lots of books: "Catcher in the Rye," everything by Kurt Vonnegut (especially the stuff from the 50s to the 70s), Keith Maillard's "Difficulty at the Beginning". That stuff will strengthen you. By the time you get finished reading it all, you'll be a different person. And I bet you won't even think—or care—about whether people hate you. (They probably don't, anyway.)

 

thanks all

I'm not on durgs, so that is not the source

 

jezz, when you put it that way its really depressing, and true too

crickey... that sucks! haha

 

I don't really get why everyone allways says it "harmoans"
I mean why would we be going thorugh so much trouble just to grow a couple of inches

 

ohhhh i duno.. but i feel the same way n itz so0o0o annoying! it controlz my life..

 

that's not paranoia... if you think it, it must be true.

*kidding* I wouldn't worry about it...

 

sometimes i'm paranoid that the administration will spy on me. they spied on my grandmother because she is just this woman who hates bush, protests, and then gets spied on. whatever. but if they go into my room......lets just say it all together folks......FUCK.

 

while your bone length might be growing a couple of inches through puberty, other hormones are stimulating growth elsewhere in you body, and a large part of puberty is in fact a psychological change geared by hormones in the brain. hormones that stimulate the preliferation of neurons and brain metabolisms. the brain doesnt stop developing functional processes until the 20's.

 

I dont even know you and I hate you... But seriouslly, if you've been toking a lot, especially by yourself, put the bong down man. Its not gonna help. Unless you're actually trying to piss people off (kinda like me) then odds are most people either dont think about you, or enjoy your company.

 

Hmmm... maybe you need to put down the bong

 

Actually I just need to pick it up so I can get some sleep... I just realized an hour ago I didnt actualy sleep last night, my brain just kinda tuned me out on what happend. I went to sleep naked and woke up with clothes on... figure that one out. And dont forget a lot of people dont consider weed a drug... Maybe he needs to pick it up too =P