i've been thinking a lot about aging and death and stuff lately, and the other night i had what felt like a really profound dream: i was like old, like 60 or 70 (i'm 18 atm), and i was just looking at my face and noticing all the differences. it felt really intense. and i found this kind of peace in it, somehow, in being old.... like it was just all alright. i liked it. other people have dreams of being old?
Ive had a few dreams where I encountered some of my fears, and they helped me be more at peace. As far as being old goes, I just hope my family calls me Crazy Grandpa.
i'm sort of ageless in my dreams, seldom even notice i have a body in them or if i do, unless i reach out my hand to grab a hold of something to feel the texture of it. other then that i could just as easily be the disembodied spirit i see my true self as being. although sometimes i have form and size if i have to go through doorways or something. other then that i don't really notice my self in my dreams at all. just a moving point to look out of and see what is arround me. =^^= .../\...
