I'm sorry you are so unfulfilled. I have everything I have ever wanted. Yet that does not make me happy. Strange, fate...
don't think i'm unfufilled.. just not happy .. and to have that .. even for a short time would make me happy.. instant oatmeal.. and then it's gone
we can offer trees to climb rats to pet,,lovely green grass to lay on an,, well yer fucked on the submarine,,... how bout a lap goat instead?
the only probelm with your offer.. i fear the animals i would love and snuggle and hug and kiss and pet.. would be on your dinner table the next day i need a change
man??? Wtf? i aint eatin no rat.. An allie bama,, shes a pet,, why else would she lay in yer lap?? just damn.. should head on over or up err down next weekend.. i think ya would be pleasently surprised.. luv n lite..
ooh.. the pets.. not the livestock.. well i'd wanna snuggle the livestock too you're a bit far.. otherwise i woulda jumped already
right now i'd like to be alone in a cave in the woods with the toys i enjoy creating with and the off grid power to run them, but even that i could and have lived without, just to be alone and not have to worry about the collective insanity of human people. or ever HAVE to live with, even a single one of them. to visit each other yes. and occasionaly enjoy one another's company; certainly. but not to ever have to live WITH anyone. not the freedom to not care about causing harm, for that is only a temporary illusion of freedom, however seductive, but the freedom to not have to worry about encountering your own suffering at the hands of general indifference to the suffering that is caused by the harm that is ignored and taken for granted. to be able to be alone like that, and still enjoy doing what i'm doing, yah, that i want, and right now wouldn't be any too soon. =^^= .../\...
I just want to get out of every responsibility that I have today, so that I can drink beer and forget about life.
I love climbing trees. It sucks how that I'm older though I'm never sure which branches will support me.
i do wish i could live where we could have critters of our own. seems to be the fate of my life, ever since i've been on my own, to not be able to live where we could welcome them into our home. although i prefer critters that can come and go on their own when THEY feel like it. and not neccessarily the usual and familiar kind either. not that i'd want to adopt anything that's too risky or dangerous to have arround, that wouldn't be the point. i'm not into that kind of an ego trip, or even OWNING other living critters, but to be able to let come and go those that felt like adopting me, that would be so totaly cool. totaly different kind of world then the one i'm living in now, that's for damd sure. =^^= .../\...