So Ive had a really crappola night.. and I cant sleep its now 3am and I dont see myself sleelping much longer.. and I've been crying n such.. and I realise.. my biggest fears seem a bit... retarded... but I felt like posting anyways... so heres my list... 1) Dieing alone- seriously the thought that Ill have no one there to comfort me as Im going down hill and no one to spend my life with.. scares the shit out of me 2) Living the rest of my life alone- knowing that I'll go through the ups and downs of life by myself... scares the shit out of me as well... I mean hell Im barely holding on as it is now 3) knowing Ill have no one there to hold me when I cry.. 4) Spiders... 5) The realisation that other people really do hate me as much as I hate myself... mk so Im done bitching and moaning ... sorry guys... blah... ignore me..
im sorry you have had a shitty night...but i feel ya on most of your fears, especially the being alone parts. we all have our fair share of fears, and im sure many others feel the same way as you. sometimes it helps to get everything out in the open. hopefully you'll feel better soon
my biggest fears: 1. i'll never get over my commitment issues 2. green spiders. 3. doctor bags 4. a creeps i've met
my fears including the idea of bveing trapped in a dystopia for infinity...........oh that and the idea that if i want to be a musician ill have to perform and then i create or these scenarios of how I fuck everything up for the band
my fears: 1) ending up crippled, handicaped, paralized, bone cancer, anyhting that means living in great disconfort and not being able to die of any sort... 2) not being able to have kids, get dumped by kids-wanting husband, end up alone aged 45 with 5 cats and a hamster 3) spiders of course and all creepy things with many legs... 4) that i'll end up bored and disgusted with life
Loosing the power of speech Being really really - controlled Being made to stay in a particular area for the rest of my life --- and facing the threat of being imprisoned if leave. Well I don’t have much of a brain, but I would rather die than loose it Spending a life alone without any family or friends My parents, sisters or friends rejecting me Causing someone so much pain that they would want to kill themselves or seek revenge on me. Living on the streets wars (nuclear wars) life can be scary i guess
it means the crappola night is over i have crappola nights all the time oh like, you get used to them........
i feel better when i see that many people are afraid of spiders. i really have a phobia... i can't stand to see them move.
Yea its like this really messed up sense of loneliness takes over and its like grrrr leave me alone!!! but other like weird things Im afraid of 1) the coyotes in the field below my house 2) the foxes in the field beside my house 3) the coyotes above my house 4) getting thrown off of my horse.... or kicked.... which never really scared me too much before 5)lawn gnomes...
ever since I was little they have really scared the shit out of me.... like..... its bizarre...... I just think their going to come alive and like tackle me and do weird things and kill me....
i got bit by one and had an allergic reaction. almost had to go to the hospital. i dont think mine is a phobia, and it has good reason for being.
aww... well mine is definitely a phobia... it's not like i hate them or think they're ugly... i could NEVER kill a spider. i don't know... maybe it has something to do with the fact that i lived in africa when i was baby and i saw really big ones couple of times... however, i don't remember that.
