as tears trickle from my eyes, my heart, sore worse from holding in tha music of my weeps... anguish. pain from which i caused my self , indeed i did... put together non intentionally this lingering heartache. under eyes dried from perpetual shed tears. please heal. tha remedy needed, just know. recognize this shamfaced not sympathy i appeal, just know... feelings held within, cradle so much more. just know... eyes bland when ones lost of tha vicinity, glistening, no more to spare. hoping this disposition takes fall, ephemeral . just know... contained deep inside, this bliss natural high Nirvana one does release, succumb, please no. hang on, ones grasp please... dont let go, if anything... please just know.