looking for some answers???

a while back i had a very bad trip on acid.... I was with some people i knew and some i didnt. After a while I started to think everyone was ganging up on me,i was so lost and no one there talked me out of it....i was freaking out the whole night. Now everytime i smoke or when im coming down off E i think everyone is making fun of me, talking about me right in front of me and alot of times i just sit there because i dont know what to do. Iv smoked with people close to me and they have tried to talk me out of it but it never helps i just think there still against me when there trying to help me. I quit smoking for a month then it happened when i started back up. I am starting to get really upset about the whole situation because i WANT TO SMOKE and be able to relax again........its been months since iv had a good high or been stoned........so if anyone can help please let me know.... thanx

 

Man that sucks. I cant give you answers really cuz I've enver heard of this. Good luck in working this out.

 

it takes time for this to end. It was a result of an lsd trip for me too. It is the start of something maybe, was for me.

I got through it while still smoking (wasnt too enjoyable, but felt the need anyways), and about 6 months after I enjoyed 100% the effects again. Before that I had stopped two weeks only to discover the effects were the same fuckin feelin of brain irritation or whatever but I needed only like 3 puffs of shwag to get really too high. Youdd see me glass eyes wide open tripin to magical mystery tour after a bowl of trim

Do you have strange thoughts or feelings with that you know others can't understand? Like do tyou feel crazy or its just social anxiety? If your alone is the high still different?

You have to be careful with mj and LSD (espeCiaLLy) , mushrooms and any drugs whatsoever. You might have a predispostition for certain things.

You are juggling with your life, not holding it firmly like most, and not that you can do anythin about it. Just be careful.

Personally the drugs that make This worst are...meth and mdma number 1 , lsd number 2, weed number 3 , painkillas and downers number 4.

 

I don't think it's the weed doing it to you. You're probally worrying abotu what everyone thinks of you subconsciously or something. Just don't worry abotu what peopel think abotu you and just be your self and enjoy the high.

 

i'd say try smoking barely enough to get high one night, so you still think fairly normally, then increase it each night you want to get high, making sure to keep your mindset positive.

 

What your mind really needs is a break. Whats so bad about being sober?
If I were you I'd stop it with the drugs for at least a month or two. Give yourself some time to get things sorted out again.

 

its a mind association thing
in a state of lesser comprehension or greater stress, you will associate things that may be unrelated based upon eachother, dogs are a great example
a dog, being stupider than we are, may hurt its leg playing fetch cause it tripped or something, and it will then associate playing fetch with pain, even though they are unrelated
because you were trippin, you couldnt distinguish the two states, you were tripping, and you were perceiving criticism from your friends, and becuase you were at less than full mental capacity, you associated the two and now they're stuck in your subconscious

 

a break wont necessarily help. what would help is some introspective descovery of how your internal processes work. paranoia can be overcome, even the stupid (but seemingly more real than things in reality) mind controlling paranoia.

well maybe not everyone, all im sayin is that I did it, and it didnt seem like something no one else could do.

if the problem is worrying that people are ganging up on you, then you need to talk to people about it. tell them exactly these things. even if you dont know the people. you need to open up teh awareness. you need other people to be aware of your paranoia if youre going to have a good chance of overcoming it (in the case of social paranoia).


unfortunately, this paranoia has been carved into your head by the acid trip, so it will probably keep resurfacing whenever you smoke weed until you do something about it.

fortunately, you might be able to overcome this real easy by candyflipping amongst a crowd of absolute strangers

 

haha was this sarcasm last thing

this brings the question of modifiable psych habits or chemical disbalance

 

try redoing acid if you haven't already?

 

see a shrink or smoke alone, because i see all you want out of your smoke is to relax and smoking alone can help this

 

I've had some of these highs before, where im mad concerned about how people are looking at me, id say just have a sesh with 2 or 3 of your best buds and dont get overly high, just to the point we're your feelin relaxed and just enjoy bein high again.

 

i really want to try acid again...like i want the good experience of it and if i have another bad trip i guess ill just know its not for me......

 

if youre referring to candyflipping with strangers, i think the mdma would shine a positive light deep into the crevices of the mind once opened by the lsd. just taking mdma will feel the love but not be able to go in and change some very fundamental triggers that cause the paranoia. then when the comedown comes, these underlying things have nothing to be comforted by (serotonin is gone) so they creep out. well that would be a slightly metaphysical way of putting it, but i suspect this to be the case

of course any drug experience can go horribly wrong.

 

I'd say just chill with 'em sober so you can really tell they're not ganging up on you with a level head. Then once you've established that confidence start smokin' again.