Wow this isn't something i like to think about, infact i hate this one little fact that i feel like confessing; I've been watching pornography since before i even started masturbating and that fact makes me sick. I hate Porno and i hate it when at some points in my life i feel addicted to it and i wish i never had access to the internet... but honestly i wish i had never ever seen porn in my life or atleast untill i was alot older. Im such a freak i hate myself
Yeah Fair enough, i understand that attitude it's pretty reasonable but in my case i think i fucked my self up i mean i was really young with unlimited access to porn... ahh well.
zac- it seems like you feel almost guilty and maybe you should ask yourself why. i wouldnt worry about it unless it has interferred with your life or the way you view woman/sex..... you seem like a very well put together person so i think you are being hard on yourself. if you are disgusted with it, just dont watch/look at it for a while or however long.
I have a friend who had a simmilar problem. She was also exposed to porn before she had the capacity to understand human sensuality, relationships the whole thing. For her, it's altered her perceptions from how they would have developed, and she finds it to be more "real" than real encounters. That said, I'd suggest monitoring yourself, keep track of days you keep away from trouble, and try to figure out what draws you in. Good luck bud.
I know exactly what you mean, I also used to look at porno before I even knew how to masturbate...in fact my first orgasm was to watching porno, very sad. Sometimes I feel ashamed, but I realize that I cannot change what I've done. However whats most important is ones ability to distinguish between the real and virtual world and know that many of the things portrayed in porn are not neccessarily acceptable in real life, I guess I got lucky in that respect. Just as anything pleasurable, pornography can become mentally addictive, meaning it can be hard to quit because you don't WANT to quit. Try to break the routine, and slowly cut back how often you look at it. There's nothing wrong with looking at porno occasionally but it can get out of hand (or in hand, bad pun, yes). Good luck.
