do u ever feel like...

your mind hates you? yeah i always feel like that duude

 

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Not always, but sometimes. Sometimes my self doesn't approve of my thoughts, which come and go as they please. My self sits by as an observer and says, "That's disgusting what's the matter with you?"

 

Sometimes I feel like a nut. Sometimes I don't.

Life is hard. So I crack it open and eat it, then throw away the shell.

 

..my mind always hates me...because i think too much about everything which is probably why i have headaches so much...wouldnt u say so yourself?

 

nope. i get along with my mind just fine.
it's the obnoxiousness of gratuitous conventionality
i have a problem with.

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I think sometimes it like to see if Im paying attention.

 

that sounds about right.
i think i'm a lot different in my head than other people percieve me to be.

 

Well, at least you admit it-that's a step in the right direction!

 

im at constant war with my mind. everything i say or do results in my mind cringing saying what the fuck did you say that, or that sentence was totaly out and twisted. even the tone i might say somthing i hate it, at the moment i hate my brain and my brain hates my body. half the reason i take drugs is to try and change myself into somthing else. what to do?

 

that's not a very healthy reason to be doing drugs.
not to change yourself, at least. maybe to improve, or to find your true inner self.
but to try to change yourself is a waste of who you are.

 

no i just feel like sometimes i dont really know myself...hmm either way. does anyone know what im trying to say?

 

I'm having an ongoing argument with mine. It's still up in the air as to who's going to win.

 

i think you're username about wraps it up for me, wouldn't you say so yourself?

 

i would have to agree with u there buddy, i mean cmon

 

nope I don't

 

yeah but its more like most of the time but sometimes im really proud of what my mind comes up with other times it loses me completely