no matter what your intentions are, what you try to do... It's like for every step forward, u end up taking 3 steps back...obviously getting nowhere except deeper into a rut. Whats the difference between a rut & a grave....nothing, just depends on how deep u dig the hole. Maybe some people should stop digging and have someone bury them up in this hole.
Sounds like you're having a bad day/week/month..whatever. Don't sweat it. Things always come back to the positive side of life. Sometimes it just takes a while. Why don't you try to do something you really like tonight...
ahahah from all that you've told us.. you'd definitly win this .. hands down i don't know how you can still get up and have a smile on your face.. but you rock because of that
Good people are easy to pick off becuase their intentions are only to do good not get ahead and take from others to get there.