well that's fuckin' it

she tore my heart out last night...she tore it out, and then proceeded with the assault
but then she asked if i would take her back, because she was scared to leave and not have the security of me taking her back
and i wanted her back...so i took her back
but i told her not to confuse me, not to ask for me back and remain the way she was
i didn't want her to want me back only to say she can have me back
now she ripped my heart out again
she went and confused me anyways, lied to me
and then she asked if i still wanted to be her friend
so i hung up
it's may 2nd...may 9th would have been the year...
my prom is this saturday...the one thing i've been so excited about, the one thing i've been trying so hard to fucking plan
and she does this to me
we're engaged...
we're engaged..............

god...damnit

 

shitty.

go get wasted.

 

god damnit man
it's not that fucking easy

 

hey man, you appreciate the finest in life. Think about spending the rest of your life with someone that apparently wants to be totally subdued and controlled to turn into a yes woman zombie. There is a lot of fish in the sea, so to speak, that don't mess with your emotions dood.

 

=/...

i dont know what to say...she messed with ya mind, heart, and soul. it will take time, maybe a long time, but it will get better

 

Man, I can't imagine what that feels like, but I've always had a good idea.

Worst thing is, is when you don't know why or what the hell that was about.

 

nobody said it was easy. it just makes it easier.

 

Sorry to hear it. That sucks ass. I hate head games.

 

...girls suck

 

only time will heal

 

well it just sucks because you're right

 

it also makes alcoholics.




anyway richie I looooove you and I wish I could give you a hug. So imagine it.

I wish I could get you a prom date too

If she tries coming back again, say no. You dont deserve this. No matter how much you care about her.

 

I'm really sorry Richie, I wish I could make everything better for you

go for a run or a bike, or beat up a punching bag. Some sort of release, it'll help. No it won't fix anything, but.. it helps

 

yeah... i agree with everyone here... i can only imagine how you feel now. i don't know what to say, but try not to think about that all the time, try do do things that you like and be with your friends... it won't pass quickly, but it will some day.
*hugs*

 

If I were you i'd go on an uuber long bike ride, get drunk and then hit shit





In that order

 

sorry richie...a nice dude like you doesn't deserve this =/

 

sometimes writing a note about how u feel and just not sending it takes away some of the pain dont take her back if she tried to come back tho hun its not worth gettin hurt again no matter what

 

Good thinking...

And it does make alcoholics, which is why I don't think I've ever had more than a six pack (ever)... except for some keggers. I've become more of a shine connoisseur... and I really like it, only that it's always hard to tell what your limits are on it.

 

wow.. I'm so sorry to hear all that.. I wish you the best!

 

I agree with pretty much everyone here minus the whole alcohol thing... I kind of went through somethign similar and have let it continued to let it continue the way it was for the past year or so... the best advice I can give you is find something to preoccupy your mind, you seem to talk about music alot.. start writing ? if you dont already... write your feelings down and just let it out because keeping it bottled up just makes it hurt worse.. let yourself hurt now.. it'll hurt for awhile but eventually it will set in that there are far better things in the world... personally I think the drinking will just prolong the pain... but best of luck bud...