Sacral Chakra is misshappen and not spinning

I saw a palm reader the other day who was concerned when she looked at my aura and saw that my sacral chakra was not round and it wasn't spinning.
My partner told me that because the sacral chakra is concerned with sexuality and appetites, perhaps it has stemmed from sexual mistreatment experiences and that my inability to recieve has a lot to do with it too.

I was wondering if anyone knew what would cause the orange chakra to be out of shape and stop spinning. And what I could do to heal it (and myself).

 

to heal it: visualization

 

My thought is that you've shut down your sex drive because sex was bad for you at some point. It's a defensive measure, like a frostbite of the soul. So, what do you do?
as cliche as it is, you need to learn to love and find someone who will treat you right.
You have to relearn how fantastic sex is when mutually loving. Maybe have sex with a friend that you know will be good to you.
The second chakra can also be related to the fufillment of goals and ideas. If someone interfered with that for you you might simply give up on it and shut down your chakra.
Overall you need to surround yourself with people who respect you and love you and not put up with anything else.
Also, directly confront your issues. Some sort of therapy might help with any terrible experiences you've had.
And yea, visualizing stuff is helpful.

 

Surrounding mys-elf with people who respect and love me?
Works in theory.
I'm such a mess at the moment that even those who have unending patience could'nt love being around me.

EDIT: Sorry, Not in the most conscious of states.

 

Oh please, don't start with the self depricating bullshit. If you have any good friends (and most people have at least one I think) then they will at least put up with you.
I think you'd be suprised by those with unending patience, they can be pretty amazing.


P.S. I just noticed our names both end in "the Small," that makes me happy

 

Yes, my ego is a self-hating, self-indulgent, impatient whiner.
I'm aware of these things.
But thanks for reminding me I'm even more so when I post here
I really have lost most of my freinds on the path less travelled. I was just sad about it when I posted that.
Aparently wanting to find god and myself is "going crazy".




Yes the name thing was my favourite little syncronicity of the day when I saw it.

 

And also ungrateful...
My partner is unimaginably tolerant and understanding of the chaos that comes with the little self's final joining with spirit.

 

I find more and more that only the best of us go crazy. Most assholes you meet in your life have never debated whether it'd be better to have chips ahoy or oreos with an angel.

But refocusing on the topic here: You're apparently independent and determined enough that your problem has nothing to do with any abborted goals in your life. So it's definately about sex. Since you have such a fantastic partner, he can definately help you overcome whatever mental/spiritual blocks you've put up.
If I were you I'd probe that area with my conscious. I find when I do that It sometimes dislodges some metaphysical gunk like a prejudice or traumatic memory which I can then deal with and put behind me. (I like to visualize fantastic energy apendages to probe an area) And just trying to run some energy through that area would probably help.
Those are all my ideas. I'm pretty spiritual healing is only slightly less of a crapshoot than western medecine. Maybe try a crystal?

What was it Ghandi said, something about a greener pasture at the end of the less travelled path than at the end of the well worn one.
Regardless, I hope your path ends up being less bumpy.

 

You're not really 16 are you?

 

No, I'm definately 16. I think.... yep my little sister just confirmed it, I'm really 16.

Do I seem more naive or wise than a 16 year old? I do hope I don't come off as being really old.

 

16 going on 120