Its a long post...try to read and experience it. heyyy, i havent been here in awhile,so i thought i'd drop by.. whatsssuppp... so anyhow...to business...i'm not the one who'd trip/phaseout on hash, but actually my highs havent been that good...because i smoke everyday... so i was researching on different subjects like lucid dreaming,yoga..and such...i mean its not like i ll have to move around or anything. i started trying lucid dreaming...but it seemed like a chore. so yoga was the answer...the very basic idea of yoga is that you have to concentrate and eliminate all the thoughts in your mind when your meditating...basically just observe through your third eye (mind's eye)... i dont know jack shit abt the teachings of yoga except you become self-aware. anyhow so i was smoking up like anyother day with a friend...we were listening to the new tool album, and after the 2nd rizla..we had a good buzz going..so we'r chilling..i m sitting on the chair...so i close my eyes and remember the yoga crap....so i do it...i'm just observing..canceling out whatever thought that pops out...not trying to indulge myself in conversation with myself...at this point i'm seeing green and red patterns forming...and its broing..after a while i start concentrating on the music...and just get lost...i mean i must be tripping on hash for sure... i saw myself sitting on the chair..and sudenly it starts spinning..and i m holding on tite not to fall...suddenly it dissapears when i lose the concetration and i m back to the green and red patterns... some intense visuals did appear only for about 10-20 seconds....its was veryyy clear... OH...and my friend...he was tripping too...i forgot to mention during the concentration i even mentioned to MYSELF...that i hope sallu (friend) doesnt say something....but i came out of it first..and he was like tripping too...he told me he was trying the yoga thing and it was triipy...his story was verry discriptive..invovlin weird ships and shows..and waterfalls..very vivid..but that didnt happen to me.. anyhow the point of this is...i wanna see if ..its the yoga thing...that worked..or mayb i just had an exceptional high... if it works for everyone..it'll probably be beneficial for the high... anyyone gonna try it...? good music and nice atmosphere where you wont be disturbed will prbably help
actualy, this sounds so good, that tonight, I am gunna get nice and stoned (like I am now) and then just meditate in my room, without any lights on except some candles or something... and maybe also a hostess cupcake or two.... okay, really tho... I am gunna try this meditation thing tonight.
Man, I've lost touch with my body from meditating sober. Like, you can sit in this position and not be able to feel where your hands are or even what hands feel like. I just feel like a glowing entity when I do that. I have some pretty tripped out methods of deep-thought process meditation. I've never done it high. Feel like I'd rather be eating or listening to music. haha
funny you mention a glowing entity, if you see a lit up candle in you meditation process..it means its working. the candle/light signifies you inner light or something... you have to read abt more yoga...to understand it.
it gets you deep into meditation fast its crazy...1 minute my heart is pouding all over my body and i fall off the meditation cuz i realize how far i am...always like that...always have to get worked up, thinking about the state i am thus falling off meditation...sucks
