---(INSOMNIA)--- The clock that’s telling me it’s time to sleep Dies by my eyelids that cease to fall chronologically Cus you’re all I see when I dream Voices pounding like nails inside my head Dragging me heartlessly so far away You’re giving a bleeding heart tugging so endlessly Let go of me Cus you’re killing me, inside to out Why do you have to keep me awake? It’s not like I can dream without seeing your face Cus I’m questioning your every move And pondering that every turn Such fraility that keeps me so hungry But what would I gain? But you starved me for this dawning day Waking me to pray For the morning I would wake Facing that my burning hell was just this dream Hallucinate Those fires that burned the doors of love for me That just slammed on my heart for eternity But your return blazes even more than before The insomnia’s killing me, with daggers in my eyes Blinding apathy Cus now I can’t even dream of you loving me ___________________________________ ---(YOU CAN'T READ ME)--- im not an open book, and quite honestly, not that easy of a read, and you're just losing me, along w/ so many other things. but i'm not hiding under you're bed, like some pair of keys and i hold no such locks as these im sorry, but i am not god, and no i can not fix it all, like that martha bitch on DIY and you put me behind just as many bars imprison me so far away cus you can't hold on to me i can not fix it all why dont you refrabricate, redecorate that hell and tell me how good it gets i think it's time to re-evaluate i have a little more worth find someone else who spend that much time just LISTENING, to all your shit Just measure this inch by inch take a more soulful look i have a little more depth, and i do the best i can but i am just not the best man nor do i claim to be im not your goddess my powes are little lesser than that of a sorcerror so bear with me because so UNHAMANLY, i need to breathe I can not fix it all i am not your god NOR DO I CLAIM TO EVER BE _____________________________ nessa
