Things I've learned

emo girl 21


har har

 

this is a deep thread but i don't think i can give it my full attention whilst eating a chocolate mousse...il get back to you

 

Yep, that's me, healthy and positive! Ha ha... I'm sad

 

You aren't even worth the effort...

 

be nice trevor.

 

Yes, I feel most of these. I doubt myself, mistrust myself and others, fear things I never encounter (this is because of having Obsessive Compulsive disorder though), and to never contradict myself. Contradicting yourself sets you up for a trap that opposers will use to burry you! Be choosy with your words, or they can and will bite you in the ass. I don't know about the felling nothing when beauty dies... I don't really know exactly what you mean by that.

 

No. Most (if not all) of the stuff she said she does is either done by the mentally unhealthy or legalistic christians...

Yeah, sure I hate people as much as the next person and often don't trust strangers but spressing your true emotions is just plain stupid

 

OCD tis a bitch, eh

i know exactly what you all mean about fearing things you will never encounter. I feel i have to solve problems....even if its it totally irrelent to my life. ROCK ON OCD

 

Hmph.

 

Dear Lord! Maybe I am an emo! And maybe I have a touch of OCD!

 

Are you SURE it isn't manic depression/bipolar? I mean you just said OCD is a bitch, then you said ROCK ON OCD!... Hahaha... lalalamort, you are deffinately one of the people who make this forum VERY interesting...

 

Hell yeah, Sam rocks.

I hate him.

 

If you check my posts over the last 6 months i just wallow in my own unhappiness.......my as well put some humour into a depressing subject

 

but when somthing is supposed to be humorous ... you get serious!

 

Emo, I don't know... If you odn't express your emotions, I don't think you can be emo. However, OCD maybe, because if you experiance any of the following symptoms called obsessions:
fear of germs/bacteria, the feeling something doesn't work the first time you do it, fear of certain numbers (like 13, or 666 or something), the need for everything to be orderly or even, etc...

and they may result in compulsive behavior:
washing constantly, doing something a certain number of times, avoiding those numbers at about any cost, going way out of your way to make things perfect/clean/even

you may have OCD. You should read up on it, it is REALLY not uncommon and it is an anxiety disorder too.

I have problems (right now, certain obsessions go away, and are just relpaced with others) with odd numbers that are not a multiple of 5 (I prefer things be multiples of 5's, but even numbers can suffice. I hate odd numbers. Like if the volume on the TV is on an odd number that isn't a multiple of 5, it drives me crazy until I can put it on either an even number or a multiple of 5), the fear I will do something either intentionally or unintentionally that will hurt someone (like I may set something down in a place where it won't bother anyone else, but still be afraid someone will trip over it. Or that someone will piss me off and I will just go berzerk on them). I used to have BIG problems with germs and stuff, and would wash my hands all the time. Now, I am not unhealthy about my hand washing, and I am pretty normal with it, whereas used to if I knew someone just used the bathroom but didn't know for sure if they washed their hands or not, I would avoid all contact with them and any surfaces they might have touched unless I could wash my hands immediately afterwards.

OCD sucks ass a lot of the time...

 

...dont really care about what others think of me
...never be rude or mean with people,even if they treat me like shit
...BORN TO BE WIIIIILD

 

Good point... No sense in being unhappy though man, if nothing else, you have us!

And I agree with Josh, you do seem to put very serious connotations on unserious matters sometimes...

But on the plus side, we love you (in a completely plutonic way. At least from my angle.)

 

ahahah its all part of the complexities of my persona

 

Now THOSE I identify with too!

 

like........ok there was the touching myself in the mirror but that was still unserious........other than that,.,.........i know i make annoyingly "emo" threads.......but other than that.....?