Do you ever question whether or not you still like this place? Like perhaps even though your interest in the fora isn't really there, your visits are out of habit?
I like it here. I like anything that is different than mainstream society. Mainstream society is messed up.
Not until I read questions such as that one.Mostly everything I do is out of habit - if nothing here interests me I try n come up with something that will.I have noticed that some of your threads seem to attempt to di-sect human nature - that is interesting in itself
I have found that in the past, I still come and look but if my sense of whimsy isnt in it, I dont post anymore...the desire to see myself as last poster in everythread has faded over the years....
yeah like crummy's last post about being the last poster in every thread suddenly gave me paranoia - is that me? is that me? But I reassured myself by remembering I fail miserably at most things and thats what drives me on to do even worse - is that whimsy? or just defeatist?
you know, sometimes i'm not interested, or sometimes i'm just too bitchy. so i don't post. but i really like the diverse group of people here, and i'm downright fond of others.
i often sit not posting at all and simply gazing while i'm off in another world while somehow just having this purple screen in front of me and just walking aimlessly amongst the threads brings a certain calm to my relentlessly restless soul that i can seldom find outside of a bottle *goes back to dreamworld*
really?when I've been here drunk I usually leave it a while before I can face seeing what crap i wrote - then am suprised when it turns out to be just as non-sensical as when I'm not :&
I have gone back over my posts after I am denied logon rights.....I have lotsa alias'...... and you can only tell what did it by the fact that thread usually gets deleted.......
I kind of live here, in that NaykidApe is much more the real me than that imposter who posed for my drivers lisence pic. (not that I really have a drivers lisence).