I need some advice I have to stop I need to stop. I'm only 17 I have my whole life ahead of me These drugs don't control me. This is the last time I come down from amphetamines. All the other times were great but now. Cigarettes don't control me either. I have to quit, because if I don't I will die. I'm tired of flying. The colors from the bad acid havn't decreased even in the slightest. They've haunted me for about a year now. It didn't make sense before but it makes sense now don't do drugs (dawn dude rugs) its so simple why didn't I think of it before. I've lost alot because of my actions and I'm not proud of them. I need to stop crying. is their anyone out their who can help me, you know like give me any advice or anything of that nature. I'm really really depressed. I'm like freaking out. I'm tired of being a drug addict. I mean a little pot here and there i'm talking like absinth and Adderall (Dexedrine) LSA and DMT (homemade improper synthesis the kind of shit that makes the little multicolored stars permanent) Its the cigarrettes and the Adderall I'm worried about the most I'm so addicted to cigarettes that I take the left over butts and I remove the filter from the tube and smoke it either that or I just smoke it using a pop-can. I used to drink entire bottles of mothwash just to get drunk I need to quit I'm sorry to bother you hippie folk with this monkey on my back, but I'm searching for advice.
if you feel you need to quit..............then quit, simple as that. that's what experimentation is for, finding out for yourself, when it comes down to it, all the advice in the world won't change anything, only you can do that.
Check your self into a drug rehabilition center, asking people on a forums about psychedelics isn't going to get the monkey off your back.
wow ur f**ing drug addict , get lost, Only u are responsible with all that shit that has happened. Wow start doign sports and drink beer soemtimes adn thats it, or just get more thinner and finnaly die, it will be ony for good of all.
First of all im sure your bullshiting, you sound really fucking confused and i dont no what you sythenzized but im sure your no fucking chemist and im going to tell you strait up that you didnt sythensize some new kind of drug tha makes you see colors forever if you even understood how fragile and complicated that process is, i doubt you have ever even smoked dmt, im cluless to why you would throw a fucked post up on the boards like this. What the fuck is wrong with you? you need help...... BBAADD!!!!
lol he's like the suicide emo kid from ytmnd whining is not being a man, man. so yea, go check into rehab for your addiction to Cigarettes, ya loose pussy.
ur only 17 years old? i tried to quit smoking around 15 times in my life and have been off cigs since june 1st 2006. i tried everything, including medicine, patches, nicorette, chewing tobacco (which did help), among other desperate, embarassing methods and nothing worked better than just quiting cold turkey. it was the hardest thing to do. i had to hide my money from myself so i wouldnt buy any smokes and also had to stop hanging out with my friends that smoke for a little while. LSA and DMT are probably the most harful substances you are on right now. IMO i wouldnt worry about adderall right now since it is ok for a second grader to take. just dont go overdoing it. although, i would find it hard to believe you could even make LSA or LSDa because that takes some careful concentration which it appears you dont have right now.
"whining is not being a man" GO I HATE THAT KIND OF TALK! regardless of this whole situation, whatever a male does, that's what a male does; saying "whining is not being a man" is saying whining is a female quality, and thats bullshit, and it also then implies being a female is worse than male.
If you are still having effects from a bad trip a year ago there is a good chance that you have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, although your amphetamine use makes it hard to make a diagnosis. Smoking is bad, real bad, only about 45% of those that become addicted (90% of those that try become addicted) can quit (worse yet, 25% of those that can quit did so on their first attempt). But yeah, try to stop the amphetamine intake, if you can't do it by yourself go to NA, or if that doesn't help check yourself into a rehab (You have to be freaking serious about quitting). If your symptoms don't go away within a month after quitting amphetamines then i would say that you have a great chance of having PTSD, and you should go to a psychologist, or if that doesn't work, psychiatry. ("talking cure" can be just as effective as medicine, and really causes physical changes in your brain without the neccesity of getting hooked on yet another pharmy).
I used adderall in highschool (freshman year) and a bunch of us got busted- turns out - my best friend (of all people) spoke to her uncle, who was a cop (convinient) to narc out the girl dealing the pills just for fun. However, because she is the cops niece, she wasnt suspected of being a buyer, which she was She also didnt stop to think "maybe i shouldnt do this, my best friends name will get mentioned by the seller i narced on" moral of the story, i lost weight, gained it all back (you ALWAYS DO) and come downs were bad. Dont do it.
