strangely enough, i want to die of a drug overdose opn a garden somewhere... barefoot, and wearing a lond skirt. with a pair of shoes sitting next to me. on a sunny, yet rainy day
To elaborate on my previous post......I would like to eat about 100 xanax bars and smoke a pound of weed. Hopefully I would just fade out with no pain or bad thoughts. Die happy as fuck. I would love to leave this world smoking a fat blunt of dank bud to the face and maybe listening to Freebird.
I would like to die by being smothered in dairy cream and then having it all licked off by a hundred "sex hungry" nymphomaniacs who make me hump them until I die a very happy person I am hoping my last words will be "now bring some bananas"
...I wanna die with my eyes wide open, staring it in the face and not flinching. Completely sober and in a blaze of glory....as they say, dying is the single most important event in your life, and I for one don't want to miss a second of it, nor do I want to waste it....
Not that I know from experience, but I think dying while conscious of it would be the ultimate high. Its the most extreme trip you'll ever take. One you'll never return from...its like your birth into eternity. The last few thoughts that rush through your head might very well be the most vidid you'll ever have...the epiphanies drugs have taken you so close to might become a reality. At the very least, the sense of not knowing whether death is an absolute end or the beginning of an unimaginable journey must be incredible. The euphoria is probably out of this world.
It would be like any other drug experience; The more substances involved, the deeper the experience will be.
Rapid and painless. And if they do an autopsy on me I want the medical examiner to say, "I went through the contents of his stomach and there is no match to anything organic in my database."
Dunno..but I'll do it the good way. If one day I have an accident or let's say there's many people, I would probably give my life for them. How could I explain it..hmm take this by example. I am on a huge ship, travellin, and there's many people inside. Suddenly, the ship is starting to sinking, and there's not enough boats for everyone to escape. I run run to go on a boat and suddenly I see the boat is full of people except one seat. I go and sit in, suddenly a mother is screaming to find her little girl, out of nowhere she comes and finds her mother. But there's no more place and seats left. In that case, I would play my role and give the place to the little girl. I would prefer to die than let that little girl die. In other words, I would like to die to save another person.
I for sure want to go doing something nuts. Maybe skydiving and the parachute not open, or bungee jump into a a huge canyon and have the line snap. Something along those lines. I really dont want to get old.
I want to die in the countryside... with a look of abject terror on my face... clutching a camera filled with (earlier prepared) fake pictures of a flying saucer