ok ill make this quick, in 15 and i left high school not that long ago and ive been arguing with myself for a while if im gay or not. There was this boy i knew at school and i really liked him but i never told him how i felt, and ever since i left school i cant stop thinking about him. Hes on my mind all the time and recentlly i started dreaming about him and i cant get him out of my head what should i do
If you can contact him, contact him. If you feel he does not have those feelings for you then don't contact him. If you're bothered by how you feel, see a therapist. Most importantly, when you say "...i left high school" did you mean that you dropped out? I'd suggest that you work on THAT area of your life first !
Clearly, first you should know if he also is gay. If he is, forward, speaks with him. But he isn“t... uf... you can try to be simply his friend or... better, better, better forget him