so, you really from macedonia? I might be mistaken, but I thought that was Iraq.....whats it like there?
she had even better than that - she narrowly missed my head once with a japanese sword - she was trying to break my door down - I was sitting against it and that was the first thing she found
Well, crying is good sometimes. If you're in love, one way or the other, you will cry someday. Whether the tears are of happiness or of sorrow, only you will know. But fearing it(crying I mean) may keep you from reaching another, deeper more spiritual level in your relationship.
Macedonia. Khmmm Nice country, I love to be here. If you are interested, pm me, I will give you some links. And yeah, Macedonia is in Balkan, north of Greece
It shouldn't, and it does not always. People jump to levels they are not ready for and they do not know they are not ready for until it starts to hurt. Perfect and gentle love finds no limits. It is perfect in its imperfection and 99% free from vice - jealousy, anger, impatience, selfishness. Trust me, it exists. In my life I have only come to know one such person but it's so rare. When you find it, never suffocate it. Never neglect it.
Well, meth can kill a relationship, boy do I know that first hand. Don't ever date a speedhead, whatever you do. My ex was addicted to meth and went on a downward spiral which ended up in him dumping me, quitting his job, and going into hiding all in the same 2 day period. I was very much in love with him and we had an amazingly passionate relationship, but he threw it away and I gave up on him after a few months and ended up falling in love again (mind you, this is just the third time, I'm not constantly falling in love, lol). I couldn't ever be with him again after that...
one thing about love,once you lost it,never lose hope you'll find it again. my recepy for wiping out love: 1.get over the self-mutilation,screaming and drug induced sleep 2.quickly find someone else,whether you love him/her or not. 3.see the bad parts in the person you loved,and compare her/him with the other one ;learn to despise her/him and to be realistic about it;loving him/her still is pointless anyway,and there is better. of course,you can fall in love with the other one,then the cycle starts all over again. once in a while really burning and nauseating/foul tasting alcohol helps.stuff like strong vodka,surgical spirits and industrial alcohol. this reminds me of a funny dialogue,i was with this girl at my place,i loved her but she wouldn't get past the fuck-buddys/friends stage and she loved someone else who didn't care about her.we were close to a drunken stupor,barely holding the bottles in our hands "you know...butterflies are born in the...dawn" "yeah...and they...die in the alcohol"
If it is true love,you'll never be able to kill it...true love is immortal,it passes through every kind of bareer...
Co-Dependence is a very efficient way to kill love. Even true love can be transformed into ego attatchment if you aren't willing to nuture it. You may have planted the seeds for the most beautiful, healthy and strong flower that ever existed. But without nourishment, care and careful cultivation- all you have is dirt.