a month from now

i'll be on a train headed back to cali..

i'm still not sure what i'ma do once i get there

i don't like not having a plan

 

you should have one, at least a basic plan, to be practical and all.


why do you have to go back?

 

Yup, get it down on paper first... when I had my tarot cards read... that's what it said. "Get your plans down on paper"....

 

heres the half-ass plan i do have


going to stay with my dad.. and paint and sew..


:& thats all i got

 

what about a job?

 

yeah.. what about a job? i don't know.. i really do not want to work retail.. so i don't know.. :&


maybe i should sell crap on ebay

 

so write that down " staying with dad... paint and sew... no retail... maybe ebay"

 

i did..


i also put ..therapist.. cus i think i need some help with my brain

 

thanks for reminding me! I need some money and have tons of items to sell on ebay. you should do it as well.

 

Where are you going in Cali?

 

near SF


yeah i was thinking ebay.. my own boss.. don't exactly have to deal with customers face to face.. work when i have the time.. i can buy junk at garage sells.. and make stuff to sell

 

good luck, whatever your plans turn out to be.

my plans for my relocation were last minute - big time last minute. i bought the ticket this weekend to land next week, got my job back monday night to start two days after I land, got my apartment fixed up yesterday and just got the utilities done today. mind you even the apartment isn't definite cos i'm landing in the middle of the night and doing the paperwork the next day with no idea of what i'm gonna do 4 that night or anything.

not having a plan sux and scares me shitless, but its a great feeling when it turns out good anyway.

 

i can't seem to find a local paper online.. weird

 

and... i still have the desire to travel.. if only i had enough money

 

awh. the story of so many lives. I keep wondering how people manage to travel, sleep in real beds and see the world and still have enough to eat and have clean clothes and cameras to photograph stuff.

I hope this is not spam, but try things like craigslist and roommate sites, also try the american job bank.

 

i looked at both.

i also have a hostels of north america map.. lots of hostel all over.. so maybe when i get money saved i can plan a trip