i really dont know why im posting this, but it will give people who havent tried E an idea of it. This is what i wrote while on E. tip top fucking amzing. utter blisssssss... life, lovvee, lust. Eternity. forever togethernessss aint nothin better than rolling round on the floor at 3:20 new years day......... such love, understanding, self value, confidence. trueness. its not about how much money you earn , its about what type of person you are. the inside, im only just begun to see myself. wooow. spirtitual , personal gain, self discovery, . i whant to be the very best person i can ever possibly be. i whant to give everbody love and effection. i whant otheres to feel what i feel. to see the world as it is, with YOUR brain. it allows you to see past the shit that the government has done. thats why its illegal. haa, and we thik were being told the truth happyness and truth to all. forever will i owe one to ecstasy , my rebirth. my all. the music isnt music any more. its somthing else, its a story. its an object you can see to touch. you are the music , it is in you. you can no longer distiguish the music, apart for an ever changing story like object . you are the music ,, it travels through you, it shows you its story. each sound, is no longer just a sound, but a meaning. somthing, an object, . the love, passion, self awareness, music is my allll.... love, peace, and a Happy new Year. loooooveeeeee. never have i been so not afraid to think about my feelings and to admit that yes, i love the world. i love myself, i love my friends and family. its somthing that should never be forgotten,, musssicc, looveee. music will allways take me deeper , now than ever before;;;;;;; starring into the darkness , you no longer are "here". transfeered into the music. blackness dawns across your vision. what you were starring at is now the inner space of your mind. blacknes. open eyes, yet so tuned intot the music you see nothing at allllllll.. peace , happyness. self discovery, self worth. understanding/. goddby and never forget who you are, words cant describe life. words cant;t describe experience or realisation/
i love ecstasy because i love. i love more, because of ecstasy. i love that feeling it gives you, that makes you want to spend every moment of the rest of your life making everyone around you sublimely euphoric. you're driven to do ANYTHING possible to make sure EVERYONE knows the feeling you have, no matter what the personal loss is. because there is no such thing as loss, if someone else is happy somewhere. it's not sexual and it's not hedonistic like it's portrayed to be. and it's not that you want the population of the world to be altered chemically... you just REALIZE how fucking FANTASTIC and PERFECT and WONDERFUL everything is, and it's fucking tragic that people don't feel it every second of their life, because even after the chemicals wear off, it doesn't go away. the world doesn't become any less amazing. ecstasy takes the blinders off. society tries to put them back on. but your eyes still belong to you. i fucking love that drug. i fucking love what it has done to me and so many people. and i fucking love you, for understanding the magic.
Exactly. Well said. Couldn't have put it better myself. The first time I did E was definately a life altering experience. And every time I've done it since its been just as good. Best fucking drug in the world. Nothing I mean nothing, not even acid compares to it. It's the best high. I fucking love it.
and aerialreaver, thanks . my first time made that week the greatest one of my life, by no exaggeration.
Np prismatism. Your sig pic is so hott....are you on e in that one? I see the pupils. The pupils never lie.
haha yes i was. and thank you. i was sitting in this little kid's plastic house in front of a flight tour building with my friend, bitching to her about how she never took out the garbage and i slaved over a hot (plastic) stove all day for her, and she didn't appreciate me, and people walking by could see us through the window.
OH man!!! this post got a 5 star rating. maybe i should post more things iv written while on drugs...
man when u do X u see the light. and no matter who you are, you will be a better person for trying it. ive done x 8 or 9 times. i think its a wonderfull reality check. and your right, its now about sex. its about sharing the love and tripping to the music... i havnt rolled since march but reading you alls post just made me remember the feeling. love to all and peace out homies.
