I need a sweet lovin' mamma.

ugh tell me about it i have almost given up looking for my soulmate. how hard can it be to find this sweet natured christian hippie guy im always looking for.. maybe i should just give up hmm.

its weird, ive been seeing someone for a while but it just doesnt feel right.. i want to be swept off my feet ahaha

 

*sigh*


Yippp me too...ahaha

 

ditto!

 

We should all just start a huge love hexagon.

Were all lonley and wanna be swept off our feet.

 

i suppose i'm up for a hexagon.

 

Sweet!

I get dibs on you and Lisa.

 

you're so sweet.

 

can it be a pentagon instead, with me in the middle?

 

You got it babe.

 

joshy, are you out of debt and coming to see me yet? i'm inpatient.

 

hmmmm ...................

Maybe after another 5 grand.

That is the only thing that makes me hate life.

I'm drunk. By the way.

If I didn't have any debt I wuld be on a train right now ...

On my way to see you.

I hate this man!

I feel like I'm in prison ... To the MAN!

It sucks ... Cause NOTHING is holing me back from my dreams but the MAN.

YA dig?! \\

PS. I am TRAHED.

 

you need more income.

 

So I can buy more booze?

 

how is spending money going to help you come see me? ....

 

josh i had a strange dream about you the other night, i think we were cooking together, you looked too normal in my deam though, you were not yourself, now i know i miss you i'm dreaming about you, i guess i'm making up pretend adventures for us, strange

 

commune time

i dig, i know so well how it is...stuck here in this shitty town going nowhere, i don't feel like i'm really living...
i'm getting my license soon, then a car that is shitty and will hopefully get me some where...then i'm gone...

i feel stuck, like i need to go and experience things before i start school and get stuck in the school system

i feel like right now, i'm not doing anything, i'm seeing the same people, doing the same things, everyone is going in different directions, and i'm stuck here...going nowhere...

i want to get out of all of this and just go and just experience life...

 

all of yall need to buy a school bus and do what you want. keep your mind open wide and miracles will just happen before your eyes.. i was super sad thinking about that kind of stuff today and all you need to know is... there is a million people out there living the life you are dreaming of, including myself... we are a culture that is still very very very alive now get the fuck out there and find your family. fucking be a happy happy tumble weed if you want to. seriously everyday i spend on the road is equivalent to a year when im in hometown, usa... go see it kids!! its fuckin magic.

AND MOST OF ALL- listen to your heart.. it knows whats gunna make you sing dance and be merry and there's no greater service in the world than living joyfully... so do what you want..

and they cant fight against this youth cause its strong.

 

aw what a lovely post

 

Wow, i am so totally inspired now! I've been in such a funk lately... I really needed to hear that... thank you Love, and good luck on your travels!
jah love

 

Josh, i think i fill the criteria to be your sweet loving mama. Lets elope.