yesterday i put a few new pics of myself on myspace. and my friend's ex-boyfriend left me like 12 comments in a row for them. they were really funny and i was on the phone w/ my friend while reading her the comments. then when i got to the his last comment and i almost had a heartattack. it said "i really like you but keep it on the DL." i was shocked and confused, cause that one came out of no where, so i quickly deleted the comment. after that i swear i was thinking about it all night. then today i went on to check my messages and her ex's other page (he has two accounts) messaged me. and it said " i didn't leave u any of those messages, i let leslie go on my page and leave u funny comments." i wrote him back saying thank you for telling me, but i almost felt like crying. i really believed he liked me. i didn't think i liked him because he's really not my type. yea i mean, whenever he talks about how he still loves her and cares for her, and how he wishes they never broke up, makes me a little jealous. But i always thought it was because i haven't had a boyfriend in a long time that's why i feel that way,but now i'm like "oh god i must like him." these thoughts are really making me sick. i'm scared about how i'm reacting. i'm so angry at her for tricking me but then again i shouldn't have any feelings for him.
