Oh the swirling vortex of memory.........I cling to the moment attempting not to be swept away as I usually am. Seeing as how I'm presently sober, I can do this.....in dark, early morning...... kind of sitting in my own dimension of this existence..... in between. Her eyes are quite playful, I can't help but want to play......... the child within me laughs. She makes me nervous.........I smile. My heart has taken shelter for so long, hidden in the rising foundation of a new period, of new moments.........new feelings. I've lay dormant now long enough. Breathe.............fill my lungs with air as if it were my first and I were only just born.............but reborn. And again I am entering the world, my battle wounds have healed and I stand again. My heart is ready for another journey. Could it be in her? She looks into me and lets me fall..........into her. I fall to find that "something in her eyes" I've yet to understand.
