Heres some stuff from a period of heavy psychedelic voyage (it was a tumultuous, fast paced, and erratic period of my life): The day was fast, furious hardly said anything as to what and why for this day, new teacher, dubbed Miss Communication after a series of randomized incidents involving missunderstanding on both sides of the coin, where infact understanding should exist..... same shtick no one performs the old standard of hand raising to express, or perhaps share what they know they know, or in some cases what they know they don’t know and so forth and so on the only seperation between the mind and the body is ACTION discovering quite instantly, in one of those moments where I would laugh to myself and no one in close proximity could possibly comprehend the reason why..... the greatest idea in the world, if expressed incorrectly, is as useless as a car without gas, or a gun with no ammunition. Running now, as always on days like today in fifth gear mind RUNNING RUNNING RUNNING... rev rev rev all the way to the inescapable escapality of EDGE CITY!, man we looked for it and damned if we found it, but just the premise, the fact, the idea that its out there is worth it enough to keep traveling towards it... although direction is never clearly defined, one can travel many lines and reach the same end... Looks are one thing, expressions are another... Gastric noises can mean many things truly “body language” case in point, an excerpt from some dry novel by some “author” or “authoress” in this case, surprising my auto spellcheck on this machine of many talents doesnt redline that one.... continueing I know, the teacher knows this author is a great example, used, butchered countless times by lord knows how many pupils that have no clue what it means, truly you can analize something until your blue in the face, from so many different directions, and angles and schools of thought but chances are, unless you can get inside the authoress’s head at the time she wrote it your shooting paperclips at a star destroyer. How can you share knowledge, when assumptions, and judgement is passed with literally every word you say,,,, well good question and those commas all lined up will express just how much you really should think about this because damnit its important, well at least to me.... well I can’t answer it but if I do I’ll surely get back to you on that one. When you start one thing, another seems better ATTENTION SPAN... almost always limited to time and place and influenced perhaps by whats in my stomach at the time, or written on my hand. OH THE DRAMA of it all cindy’s and matt’s and tims some want to “get with” others OTHERS want to fight... simply to defend what they don’t understand walking walking and I just know Its possible for more fluid methods of travel, but because of my current situation these are just a WISH, the unnattainable by any conventional means at the time. Good, better best for you excercise that is... so is everything else, and according to the six o’clock news everything causes, and cures cancer, so bub, basically if you have it you have everything to blame, and everything to wish on curing your illness. Now this day, this section 1/365 of my year in total regardless of perception of the passing of time because lets face it folks, some days move like seconds, and others, like wellllll days. Oh, yea this day, isn’t over sorry for the completed sentence fragment with the incompleted thought, doesn’t that bother you, bother you like building yourself up for pizza you know is really good, even though it causes stomach gastric reflux, and you get it, you feel the mysto rising, the VIBES you prepare for the experience... then the realization sets in THE PIZZA IS COLD ! Now not necessarily the cold that is capable, or able rather in simpler terms (for simpler minds I spoze’) of passing on, or coooooling anything else perhaps this temperature is the greediest of climates, luke warm is a greedy bastard is ultimately what it boils down to. no practical applicaton means no fun, for those who think on a one way street with NO INTERSECTIONS OR ON RAMPS IN SIGHT yea, I went there honey, and if your as sweet as the connotation that the term I just referred to you as is associated with , we’ll be alright, on the same page, maybe in the margins or just scrapping along the surface but we’re there, and depending on the scale we’re talking about we’re close enough to set your watch to. Very relaxed now just listening to the collection of sounds I’ve heard before, danced to before, enjoyed now, and probably for ever (this can be the only explanation for the amount of commas I’ve just used and believe me I’ve appologized to that button on the keyboard before and thanked it for being a good sport) substance frankly, drives and perpetuates the two polar opposites of behavior. OHHHH polar reminds me of elvish creatures banging around a toy shop... not to get off subject you understand.... these opposites are of course the extreme good, and the extreme bad, well in my opinion ignorance and stupidity would be one of the worst tortures an able mind can be subjected to. There is a desire, inherent in the human mind that is naught but self destruction. The closer you come, the better it must feel. THIS is true in most cases, even if the cases themselves are wrapped with some pilfered animal skin that was forcibly removed from the corpse of an innocent creature. “How do you do” “I do alright” ~Ken Kesey how, can that answer be any more fitting, or true. I would say it blows the normals minds if you seem to have an endless supply of witty answers to everyday subliminal questions. Perhaps.”how’s it going” you could try “man, it’s going” not a good example, well few can think like KEN, or CASSADY, or a number of tortured minds, that like jet propulsion... many of us will Never Understand. Philosophy now, “cannot be defined” or used in any conventional sense if one is considering the benefits to be concrete or monetary..... opening the door to the hidden desires, and ultimately the greed we all have, whether we like to admit to it or not. Now, time and time again and yes, repeated to countless individuals because no one has invented anything as practical as a mental internet so that you would only have to say something once and everyone who you cared to hear it would assimilate it instantly... WOW what a concept... I’m sure theres math to be done there lady’s and gentlemen, because math well... math solves and creates every damn problem in life... probably death too how frustrating, for those who cannot understand, or don’t care to, must these classes be... The kind of Frustration.... that leaves one with a hightened sense of geothermal detection raising their body temperature billions of mental degrees until its time to leave that clockless room, BRILLIANT! Just like the person in the future, possibly even myself who will invent, or has invented because its probably out there in some stage of developement A DAMNED BEEPER on the remote control for the idiot box, so I can find it when I forget where I put it. Its Simple Your smart figure It Out For crissakes. And while I’m abusing my spacebar privaledges you should really think about whether or not your on track here, because if your thinking about your day, or something you’d rather be doing, then put this thing down man, and come back to it when u can give it your full, and undivided attention, I mean total dedication, even if respiratory and cardiovascular functions have to suffer due to this... hahahha laughing never sounds like the word, or how you would presumably spell it. Now why, the eternal BITCH of a one word sentence slash or / retorical question. Yyes. Its spelllled wrong, and I likes it that way aslong as I can grammar mess up my. Just look at why people do what they do, not what they do, thats only half the battle like winning, even though losing requires less work hmmmmmmmm I wonder if the bass from this reggae will adversely affect my laptop, too late now Because I just don’t think I can keep this poetic pattern going yea probably, but the choice is mine, for once, its always the choice is yours well this time its mine mack, and your going to have to live with that, or die with it, either way your up and moving and not just sitting here reading. Think about the ink on paper, if it were a few lines different it wouldnt be writing at all, so speach and body “language” should really only be the true living forms of communication. The fighter solves every problem even the big ones because their not as strong as he has been before in times where it mattered most don’t cross him, or he’ll cross you left or right chief, the point is you wont see it coming ? TRY TO GET THE EVERYTHING OFF OF AN EVERYTHING BAGEL>>>> I friggen dare ya’ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
