All of a sudden...

...I feel bad... I don't know why... I took my meds, but I'm getting this really awful feeling... I'm afraid but I don't know what I'm afraid of, I'm sad, I'm tired...

I have serious issues

 

I hope you feel better. I think you would benefit volunteering at a homeless shelter or go to the burn unit at the hospital. There are some people who have had really unfortunate things happen to them. You might start appreciating your boredom and enjoy life more. God forbid something bad ACTUALLY happen to you, then you might learn how to cope with bad feelings. Sorry if i sound like a jerk, but you do complain alot about absolutely nothing.

 

I know, you're right... I hate myself.

 

Don't post about this stuff here, honestly, people are just going to prey on you and make you feel even worse than you already do.


Talk to someone who will actually listen and give you advice! People are fucking jerks around here. They'll take advantage of your vulnerability, trust me.

 

Some supermoderator please delete this...

 

maybe this can cheer you up?

 

But first I'd like to thank people who care... you're sweet but you shouldn't care Sultan is right I complain all the time and have nothing to complain about, I feel seriously ashamed of myself.

 

lol actually I laughed but now I'm crying... I think I'm getting my period PMS warning

 

you shouldn't, just because you are not a starving eithiopian does not mean that there can't be chemical imbalances in your brain

fuck everyone really

 

i think raving sultan might have a point... you have actually had some trauma this summer, but getting out and helping ppl might put things in perspective for you. it seems like overall you have a pretty good life... it's just internal stuff that's keeping you down. change your focus.

 

Why does it make me cry so much when people are so sweet to me?? What the fuck is my problem?

 

Here you go penny. ignore what i said. im a big meanie

 

i have the same problems at times penny, and i hate for ppl to get this way...

 

just listen to Kung Fu Fighting and youll feel better

 

This is good advice alex, you are right. There are many people on the internet that get big kicks out of cutting people down when they are at there weekest points in life. I like to refer to them as internet bullies.

Penny the best advice I can give you is to get help from a professional. Try to keep your chin up girl. I wish you the best of luck.

I care about you Penny and I hope things get better for you soon.

 

Sultan, your rose made me cry, I feel guilty but you're too sweet but you were right really, Lily, you're so wonderful I envy you, Kj, the same, Gary, you know how much I love you, Alex you got my message, and jester you're like my guru

 

Thank you, I am seeing a therapist actually... but I don't like him maybe I should change

 

but really right now I think it's my PMS making me overly emotional...

 

oh sometimes i feel that way 2
i just cry for nothing and feel like a shit,but then i listen to some Bob Marley (haha ) and feel okay
"dont worry about a thing,coz every little thing is gonna be allright"

 

If you are not comfortable with him, try and find someone else that you are comfortable with, that would be my advice.