how often do you use E?

As someone else said, try to stick to acid and shrooms. X may seem fun now but trust me years from now looking back you'll think of it as one of the really childish things you did. I'm not even talking about the possiblity of brain damage here, but speaking strictly from personal experience its a really superificial drug. It may be fun but what does it teach you about yourself? I always found the next day I was no better off than the day before. Besides, the desired effects can be achieved and exceeded by a dose or two at a festival. You'll feel far more free and be in a much more geniune state of extsasy. Do what you will but take care and think about the choices you make. Living without a single thought for tomorrow seemed like a good idea until today, know what I mean?

EDIT: Whether or not E puts holes in your brain, in can and probably will cause some pretty shitty alterations to your personality. Most of the people I know who have used E regularly for years are pretty similar to people who have used coke regularly, that is, they switch between being giddy idiots and depressed and dead to the world.

 

the day after taking X i may not have gained anything in the long run....but it was still a fun experience, not everything you do in life is meant to be a learning experience.. When i take X its more of a recreational thing to have fun....similar to as if i was to play a sport or something else i enjoy. Though i do prefer drugs such as shrooms and acid....they are just a bit scarce over here for the time being.

 

I can relate with the scarcity issue, that was after all the reason I ever even tried E. I'm not telling you what to do, but I think twice a week is both unhealthy and wasteful. I did that for awhile and it didn't take long for me to realize the effects had morphed from an entactogen into purely a stimulant because my brain was fast running out of seritonin. Wait a month or two before you do it again, it will be far more enjoyable recreational experience.

 

Yes fun is good, but sometimes the bad outweighs the good. And with ecstasy it's [the damage] is really not noticeable at first. When you first take it you're like why does everyone say it's so bad? So then you think it's ok to take it once or twice a week cause it's not that bad.... eventually, if you keep taking that much, you will find out.

The reason I called you naive is not just this thread, but another thread on ecstasy coupled with this one. Don't think that eating a few pills and reading some shit on erowid encompasses all there is to know.

 

I don't think I would even want to roll that often, I usually do it once every 2-3 months or so. One of those drugs thats really fun to do, but would definatly lose the magic doing it too often.

 

Yeah, definitely not more than once every month or two. Once I did it within 2 weeks of another roll and the hangover was noticably much worse.

 

All great points and I totlly agree with the edit part too.
I met a person who took E a lot on a regular basis and who she is and how she conducts her shit is really fucked up.
Looking back now I agree with the heavy coke user comparassion.
She was also a heavy coke user too.
Same low life energy type person. But in their minds they think they are the cats ass.