i dont mean to sound like a braggart

i dunno. someplace northerly from garden grove. lots of wineries. got shitfaced. had mucho fun.

 

fun!!!!! a new winery just opened up half a mile from our house...it's amazing how grapes can just grow anywhere now. we have a few pinot noirs climbing up the arbors in the back and we don't do anything to them

 

my godmother lives in temecula. there's some really nice wineries there. she's a total wino, too. her motto is "life is short, drink the good wine now."

 

i love the temecula wineries...i love booze bussing it up there

 

I wouldn't say it's quite a big deal just yet. . . . . well . . . how long have you guys been together? Perhaps he's just not ready to jump to conclusions. I mean saying I love you is a serious thing for most people. It entails something completely different than just committing to somebody, in my opnion. Once you've said I love you there's no taking it back. Ya know?

 

listening to people brag I had to ask a few if they were complaining or bragging.............what happened to all the really fine decent braggerts anyways? Having a winery near you doesn't even qualify you for the preliminaries. Neither does grapes growing in the back yard. Me, I control the universe, what is your deal?

 

VayKill? ....

CoEmployee says: "Oh, you won't be here next week?"

mynameiskc says: "No, I'll be on VayKill".

 

thank you so much for responding I can't stop thinking about that. He's my ex boss the one I told you about last year. i dated him for a month around dec or jan i think and then he got me a plane ticket to see him so I just spent 5 days with him so technically not a long time but he was my boss for 6 months a couple of years ago and we kept in contact as friends and before it developed into more.


he did say he was thinking of applying for a ceo position for catholic charities down here, but did not articulate that the move would be for me but rather a career move. i have my phone off now, he works a lot and his daughter just took a leave of absence to stay with him and returned yesterday and well I just don't want to put myself into a position to be put second nor do I want to take time away from his daughter. I just don't want to keep checking ym phone wondering if he's going to call too.

i did get him a thank you card while i was out because he showed me an incredible time and i know he was so under-appreciatted for being a good provider in his past marriage. he's guarded. i'm going to send it tommorow. is that a good idea? it doesn't say the word love in it. just i am thankful for the gift you've given me by coming in my life-whay do you think? send it or no? im guarded too that's another problem.

I'm dating somone down here too just because I won't commit until I know I'm wanted. I haven't commited to either of them, the guy down here...well I thought he said I love you so I said i love you too...and it turns out he just said i love the was you kiss and i misheard. I don't love the guy down here, he's young and smokes a lot of weed, has a good job but didn't finish college and has no desire to go back. Plus I think we make about the same and he's insecure about that. He got a raise today and I was the first person he told and I told him congrats on impressing his boss and he was like no this means I can afford to do the things your ex boyfriends did for you ): it made me cry.

But then I don't feel so bad for him because he just likes the chase and my tits and I can see right through it...plus the guy down here makes tiger noises when we make-out...it's really disturbing.


So I am planning on going back to Napa this fall...do you think he will say the L word then? how do I make him lose his boundaries and go crazy? Why can't I make him crazy damn it?

 

Neither does kicking a pig while eating, shootin a cat with a 12 gauge someone posted on hip forums nor pushing a homeless lady into the river and drowning her qualify as bragging if you are the one who did it. Bragging is the art of doing something most everybody already does and doesn't realize it. Talking about it or writing about controlling the uiniverse is just a bad egotisical habit of mine, the art of bragging is in the doing, not the talking about doing it. Anyone can lie with words, no one lies in action.

 

...all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through
i got dealt a good hand, a nice rack and a good dermatologist and plastic surgeon that's my only deal...oh yeah and i'm freaking perfect from the hilites to the choos. anymore questions? nah we're clear? mmmkay good

 

why would i lie about my living situation in my MOM's house? I think I could find something a little less loserish to lie about.

 

lynsey are you complaining or bragging? Okay, having a nice rack is fine, complaining about men that you attract making you cry is complaining.

 

in the original post in this thread-bragging, now im just freaking complaining because I hate men, no i dont i love them and i soooo wnat to be loved back by one of them

 

why do you think I wrote you wrote you lied about the living situation in your moms house? I'm sure you could find something to lie about, me..I dunno why bother lying when the truth is so juicy?

 

Thats all I can say, I think ive an older version of you in my life at the moment lyn, she thinks shes 3 steps better than most, thinks life is always supposed to be fun, has never ever hurt for anything in her spoiled life.

So take some advice, grow up, get over yourself, be responsible and stop sucking off the parents cause the longer you wait the more fucked you will be.

Now grow up and start sucking off the right men in your life and you wont have to worry about much else. You worry too dam much.


Im not really serious about all this, so dont be upset, you might not suck well.

 

well, the guy in napa - i'd just make sure he wants you because he actually loves you, instead of having you as a young catch.

 

but you seemed so sure men love you for your fine rack, I dunno.....I thought women would love me for my kindness and found out recently one loves me for my money.

 

Not money, I meant material possessions like the mobile home I live in.....I don't think we'd make it together lynsey, I just got thru vacuuming about 200 fleas of my dog after clipping her and my 8 dogs and I are having macaroni and cheese tonite.....the dogs get kibble too, I'm gonna pass on the kibble. Good luck on the corporate guy....some of them are kinda strange tho behind closed doors...they'll bark like a dog if ya ask them. hang in there.

 

I looked at your gallery lynsey and yes you are a pretty girl. I noticed blonde haired girls go for dark haired men, I dunno why. I'm attracted to blondes and I have shoulder length blonde hair. Oh well, c'est la vie, guess I'll stay unmarried the rest of my life.

 

i like dark and unreadable eyes...hair color I could care less about