What if the mistake you made could have a profound effect on both your life, and another's? What if, in one moment, you allowed yourself to play a part in a twisted game that would dramatically alter the course of fate for not one, but other individuals involved. Regardless of apologies, or heart felt sorrows, there is nothing that you can do to erase or make peace with that moment. If the truth was revealed, lives (and hearts) would be shattered. Families would be torn in two and trust would cease to exist. Thus, you choose to keep the secret hidden, in both of your hearts. Would the sacrifice be worth one moment of pleasure? Or did the sin take place, with even the mere idea? For man's lust has brought down many an empire, destroyed souls and conquered the sanity of those whom it consumes... "Lust's passion will be served; it demands, it militates, it tyrannizes". - Marquis De Sade Yes, I am quite dramatic sometimes. The point is that, last week, I had a one night stand with a certain someone, and if anyone was to find out who this individual was, shit would most likely hit the fan.
The real issue is not what acts you chose to do but rather others believing the need to stick there nose in your actions. What you do has no impact upon them directly thus there should be no reason for thier thoughts or desires to retaliate against another for your actions.
This happened when my parents seperated after being married for 28 years. TORE EVERYBODY UP INTO PIECES AND CHANGED ALL OUR LIVES FOREVER. THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS.
Of course, yet, specific individuals are drama whores, thus, every move I make is under scrutiny. It seems as though my private life is never personal, regardless of whether or not secrets leave my lips.
personally, definately worth the moment of pleasure, if its just something other people would disapprove off, it would be an even easier sacrifice to make, a moment can be reflected for an entire life, and life can just be one minute longer (they were connected the or to the question before), sin is relative, but it would be ridiculous that an idea that pops is a sin or even the action, but if you entertain the idea and roll around with it, then the action has alreay partly occuried, because in many ways it has already started in your mind. But if your fine with it then if it's in your mind then you should be perfectly find with it a one night stand with even your dad, would really shake things up, but i doubt that happened, who could ever effect your life that much?
I am not quite sure that I am all that content with what took place. It was a mistake, seen as only after the fact. The group of individuals that I use to be close, while dating a former boyfriend. We were nearly family, which is why what took place would have such a significant cause and effect reflex, if found out. If the individual's girlfriend was to find out = Drama If the ex boyfriend was to find out = Drama Rumors, lies and hearsay seem to travel quite rapidly within the confines of this group of individuals, thus, the entire situation would be blown completely out of proportion. Several lives would be affected if this secret was to surface.
Worse things have happened... like possibly becoming involved w/that "group of individuals"? Dunno w/o more particulars...
I suppose worse could have happened... Then again... it is pretty bad (given the current circumstance... meh)
it happened, too late to worry about it now just use this experience as a lesson wait, do you have a boyfriend? =/ or is your gallery jsut outdated much?
