If you get a little bit paranoid - have fun and pretend everyone is out to F*** you up - everywhere you go - then play a little game and see if you can spot the person in any situation most likely to be out to get you - if only you knew them
for fun to be considered fun, then you'd have to be feeling rather euphoric for the rules of fun to apply. when feeling paranoid, one doesn't feel happy as such, they feel on edge and nervy. therefore, fun is not an issue - getting rid of that feeling of paranoia is. for this reason, i question how can fun exist within the state of paranoia without the fun overriding and therefore cancelling out the paranoia???
I have fun with my stoned paranoia. If I get really paranoid when I'm stoned, I laugh at the fact that I'm so fucked up, because I realize that is the only reason I'm so paranoid and I find it hilarious and am overjoyed that I'm so high.
when i used to smoke alot a few years ago i got para to fuck! when walking home if a car was going to drive past me i would duck down behind a parked car so they couldnt shoot me lol! is that fucked up or any1 else do shit like that?
i've just scored a 1/2oz of hash and last night when i smoked it in a mix with some skunk, i went on edge in this little park we were smokin in. it was really dark and outta the way, so there was no chance of gettin harassed by the law or owt, but i still shit it big time. it musta been the weed, i hate it when paranoia just makes you feel really uneasy. it was so fucked up, one second we were chilling so well, next minute i was up and walkin round n like "shit man, we gotta go somewhere else, i'm on edge here". as soon as i got that paranoia feeling, i knew that if we didn't move, i wouldn't of chilled stayin there. maybe the blow helped me sense a ghostie.
Whenever you feel paranoid, find the nearest night club, crash through security, run all the way to the back, then make a break through the fire exit, hail a taxi and relax.
Yeah I'm like that about most everything except cops. When it's about cops I am convinced I'm going to get arrested. There's no thought in my mind that I'm just really high and paranoid.
Most paranoia is induced as the mind has entered a fourth dimensional reality, where the mind is your only reality.
I think I know what you're getting at. I used to do something like this to get over my paranoia. I would tell my paranoia to "bring it on" and not be afraid to just delve into it. What would happen is I'd suddenly realize that if the paranoia was to "bring it on" it would have to be through me. That is, I'd have to bring it on myself because it's all coming from my own imagination. It's in that moment where I realize it's all under my control and that puts me at ease.
I had this nice sort of paranoia (and it was not because of smoking), in which I sat in my room and thought of cameras, 1 or 2 at least, and some guys watching me all day. now its another thing, cause there aren't any cameras and I thought I've solved this mind f*** thing ^^ I know people who possibly could be in with telepathie aso. so I think they probably watch my thoughts or see my while they meditate. I've been in this ashram and there're lots of people who can see others auras aso and it really made me paranoid again. But it's funny, too. I always play with it and think and do lots of crazy things and then I test the ones I suspect when I meet them again. weird somehow ^^
