My life is a pit, a gaping open sore infested with maggots. Laced with chemicals, filled with thoughts of the dieing. Rejecting the person who i was once one with, I live in constant anguish. Tormented, pulled, ripped apart by those damn hounds living inside me. Kill me. Please? I want to be free. Nobody listens and nobody cares, they just want their "justice." Justice for what? Justice for not hurting anybody? Bullshit. Fuck your expectations. Fuck your rules. Fuck your administration. And most of all, Fuck you and your uncomprimising, unbending ideas. They'll never be right to me. Am i being rude? You expect me to listen when you show no respect? Even satan is more liveable than you, you decrepid bitch. You're sitting on me as I reach for my goals, denying me my dreams, hopes, and wishes. Trying to pull me back in? It won't work, I'm myself, not you. Until I pull the trigger and dissipate into nothing. I am no longer yours and never will be.
