I fear it might be easier said than done. But its my dream to go there, and im pretty sure i will. Obviously not yet, maybe when im in my 20's and i actually know how to plan it all. Dont put yourself down. Even if you did do things for everyone else, it just means you are caring and generous. Why is your life miserable?
you have enough time to plan it properly, as long as you are financially ok you will be fine, maybe think about doing some education of some kind out there that way you will meet friends and have somewhere to stay for your first year at least (maybe also meet that lovely american wife you think about) Its so sweet you saying im caring, others would call me a doormat. I feel like i'm cursed i really do, i have bad luck after bad luck, i hate myself and im only 26 and feel about 66, ive done nothing with my life, and now its to late coz im married xxx
Why did you get married then? Its not all bad, you are with someone who you love and who loves you back....
don't get me i love my husband 2 pieces and i felt the time was right to marry, i just wish i had the cahnce to travel, and stuff b4 i settled xxx
