I've fucked up real bad :0

I'm a fuck up too... I just fake making it

 

what are you kiddin? then ya will have the flat all to youreself??

man,, what are you thinking??

 

Wow HHB... just wow...

 

come on man, ya know ya have no soul,, its all about the partying..

just tell ma youll look after the place till she gets better,, yer in like flynnn..

seems logical to me if i was you..

 

I have my own place HHB. My mother is dying in hospital atm so I don't need to 'use' her place for whatever activities your suggesting.

Thanks for posting these comments though... their really constructive I've underestimated you and have a clearer picture of your state of mind.

 

HHB,

Ahh after living what you preach, t'is good to see that mending the ways leaves you knowing what others need to hear to come to their own and Change their life - not make the talk - but Walk it.

Still t'is a hard road you travel sir - one that many will misunderstand.......

Blessings along the Way
-The lessons Learned InDeed

Be Whole my brother

Namaste

 

hehehe the path to the road i chose is much the same as yours or 121's..

he chose his path,he chose his persona that he chose to lead on here..

now that he has in the 3 months hes been outta his familys house at 29 hes fucked it all up,, an he wants ,what?? sympathy??

cause his moms dying an his dads already dead??

like he gives a fuck old wolf..
hes runnin around runnin up bills partyin his ass off, in his own words..

maybee he shoulda stayed home with mum..
its obvious hes to imature to handle reality/...

yeah i know, im cold blooded..
think what ya want..

love n light

 

Ok but... my mum was suddenly admitted to hospital yesterday not 3 months ago. I chose to live there cause I've been in at uni for the last 4/5 years and years of college before that. Yeah I shoud have completed that stuff earlier but it's better to be late than never.

I don't chose a persona... I just do what I do.

I fucked my financial weekly target up for a month or two, not my life.

I don't want your sympathy. We all have to die eventually. What matters to me is who those close to me were before they died.

Keep it up HHB, your really on form tonight!

 

not saying to go home and party but going back home to assist your mom might be a good idea, not for yourself but for her needs.


Hell I will shut up, not my dealings or place to dwell

 

Shes in hospital awaited a possible operation. I'll do anything she asks.. trust me on that.

 

I have just prayed for your mom. I hope it helps.
Seriously, no disrespect intended.

 

strange how when family shit gos down bad it becomes like chess,,..


when yer in check,,its a whole nuther ballgame huh??

trust me, i know the feelin..

when it rains it poors,

ya reap what ya sow,

shall i go on??

aint life grand??

 

Cheers Crummy.. I think she needs it m8.

 

Chess it is...

 

Yep, one big ass game of chess HBB...

 

what makes ya think a prayer will help?

so how much light do ya feel it will take to heal your mum??

im not tryin to flame,, im just askin..

serious,, what do ya actually believe ? do ya believe in the healing powers of love and light?

and if so, where do ya rationalise yer own limitations in the harnessing of said energy ??

love n light

 

I know my prayers fall on deaf ears.
should I stop caring?
I have no power to heal, but that doesnt mean I dont wish people good health.
Or improved health, as in this case.

 

How much light will it take to heal my mum?





If it is C then I'm betting on a big fucking radiotherapy blast... but she liked to smoke so you reap what you sow. I don't think a prayer will help... but she'd appreiciate it cause she's christian.

 

dilligaf just chewed my ass for gettin off topic in this thread in such a manor..

once again,i had no intentions of flaming 121..

i hope yer mum lives as long as she chooses to..

ill gracefully tap out now..

love n light to you an yours 121..

 

You <3 me really you old asshole

Give my love to Dilligaf