Ok, so the first time i did coke, around Jan., I *freaked out*. I had a little less than people normally have (i can't remember the amount right now) and i layed there and cried for about an hour, because i was unable to stop shaking and i remembered hearing that your heart rate will increase while on coke so i was scared to get up for fear my heart would beat so fast that i would die... I'm not sure if this a normal reaction for a first time or not (i'm guessing not...) ... but anyways, i did it a few times since then and i just did a *tiny* bit, like, i would dip my finger in it and snort what was stuck to it and it didnt do very much, made me a little more talkative and happy.... So what i'm wondering is if i should try to do a regular line again, or just stick to doing the little baby amounts that i did following my little freak out. And, if i do a regular line, any advice to keep me calm?
BUMP BUMP BUMP. jus keep taking little bump hits until you get the desired affects. pour out a lil bit each time and in spaces of 5-10 mins increase the dose. maybe your regular line was a bit too much to go at for a first time? just be careful with it have you got like heart problems or high blood pressure?
Thanks, i'll try it when my better half and i aquire this 8 ball... And i do have a heart murmur... not a major problem but maybe something...
definitely be careful then infact i would advise against it because thats probably what set you off the first time
Well, do you think (i know you're not a doctor or anything...) that it was a physical reaction? because that was sort of my original question, like, was it just me freaking the hell out or did i have a crazy physical reaction?
was your heart like palpatating like mad like beating really fast, did you feel really lightheaded? and like disorientated if so id guess it was physical. i dont know how you would freak out unless you felt something physically wrong. iv had these palpatations before from overstimulation and i freaked out
i loved coke, did 2 bumps last night, after it wore off i smoked 7 blunts, poped 2 xany's, snorted some oxy, drank 5 beers, what a night
I had irregular heart beats last night from it, physically. Got lightheaded when I tried to stand up and stuff. Scared me enough to stay away from now on.
uhhh that was probably just mental, freaking yourself out. your not gonna go off and have a heart attack or anything, unless you do a shitload. My friend has a heart murmer and he does alot of coke, and now crack too aparently. If your scared of the drug don't do it but if you want too just go and do a line.
Doing coke, especially shooting it does quite a bit of damage to the heart. If i recall cocaine is corrosive to heart tissue. I acquired heart problems (a slight murmur and significantly higher blood pressure and pulse, both @ resting and excercing; i cant exercise for long periods of time without collapsing) from shooting coke. If you already have heart problems, coke (any stimulant for that matter) probably won't be healthy, or safe.
I've been thinking a lot lately... like, i realized i really freak myself out whenever i do any kind of drug, so i'm thinking it was probably that, combined with all the things they tell you when you're a kid "do a line of coke, you will have a heart attack and die!" sort of stuff... so yes, i've been working on it and it's all better. it's not that i didn't want to do the drug and feel it's effects, i just didn't want to die and i was scared to death, hehe. doing whatever i'm doing outside seems to help. thank you all very much.
I like to think of it as just another time in my life, but the reality is that it permanently damaged my heart. Also, I lost quite a bit of muscle mass as eating wasn't particularly interesting, despite having more than enough money to buy food. I'm done with that shit... I did a bump last night, first time since i quit shooting it; it was the same high that it took me shooting a half gram to get back in the day. So yeah, tolerance builds up fast; you do more for the same high, but reduced high doesn't mean reduced damage. I was also doing primo shit, cut straight off the brick (more like sliced, it cut like butter) so I think I woulld be far worse off if I had done cut shit, especially with speed.
