Man I'm feeling really lonely lately, my gf and I split after 3.5 years and neither of us wanted to =( She has some family issues and doesn't have time for me anymore (sounds harsh, but it's true). I feel really alone in the world now, now I can relate to "Been down so goddamn long, that it looks like up to me." I told her I would give her all the flex she needed and that she should never feel pressured by me but she said she just couldn't do it, so I guess I just have to let go. I miss being in love soo unbelievably bad, I took it for granted and that pisses me off; I learned from it though. Just feel really blue and confused...first time for me and I'm sure it's not the last...ugh just want to find someone meant for me, seems like it'll never happen again, but people come and go in life so who knows what tomorrow brings.
Ahhhh I'm sorry to hear this....*HUGS* I'm a true believer in that things happen for a reason....what is the reason? Well only time will be able to tell! In the mean time, just be lucky to have had something that not everybody will ever have in a lifetime, love!
*hugs also*, Just keep holding on and know that like the above poster siad, everything happens for a reason. It may sound cliche, and be little consolation to what yu're going through, but it is true, nevertheless. Just try and absorb yourself in other things; friends, job, hobbies, etc, take yourself on a holiday to somewhere you've always wanted to traveltoo just to get away from it al Here's hoping that helps some, and here's wishing you luck.
