Happy Happy, Joy Joy

I just stumbled across an assortment of xanax, percocet, and tramadol. I am in for a good time this weekend.

 

Isn't it funny how you just "stumble" across these things? Sounds like a good time....

 

It's the best, because it measn you don't have to pay for them. I took 4mg of xanax about 45 minutes ago and barely feel it. I guess that's what happens when you eat them the way I used to. I will probably take another 2mg in a little while if these don't fuck me up.

 

how much you find?

 

Half a bottle of xanax, half a bottle of 7.5mg percs, and a whole bottle of tramadol. I only kept a handful of each though. As of right now, I have taken 8 of the percs and a couple of tramadols to start the day off.

 

Sounds like a mighty good time.. happy stoning

 

I have now added 4mg of xanax to the mix. It hasn't kicked in yet, but I am about to be pretty fukt.

 

I feel sorry for you that your idea of happiness and joy is a handfull of pills.

 

I woul dmuch rather have some nice herb, but I am without, so I have to improvise. Don't feel sorry for me though. I don't.

 

You think a reason to take addictive narcotics is because you have no marijuana?

I've been a member here for well over a year and have read many of your posts and you're always mentioning ingesting things like vicodin and oxycoton and other dangerous drugs, often mixed with alcohol.
When I read your posts about you joining job core I thought maybe that would snap you out what seems to be a future of substance abuse. I bet a lot of your family felt that way too.
Guess we were wrong.

Have you ever walked around downtown in any big city and seen the people there, many who have blown their minds out from years of substance abuse? People walking around with blank stares, shabby clothes, no money and no future? People destined to be like that, living in a cardboard box or abandoned car until their dying day? Why are you in such a hurry to join them?
Don't think it can't happen to you. None of them thought "I'll take this handful of pills so in a few years I can end up on skid row."

One benefit of being old is life experience. I have seen many people going down the same path that you're on; I can predict your future. One of these days, probably not to far off, you'll want to get really fucked up but you'll only have 1 pill. That 1 pill won't won't get you wasted but someone will suggest shooting it up, that will get you wasted if injected. And you'll be a hype, the lowest rung of drug abusers.


I still feel sorry for you in as much as getting wasted out of your mind seems to be your main goal in life.

Ever thought about getting clean and sober and confining your recreational substance use to MJ and maybe 'shrooms occasionally?

ADD:
I'm sorry I came off so preachy.
I'm not criticizing you. I don't dislike you. In fact I'd probably enjoy sitting down with you and blazing a fat one.
I'm just trying to give you infomation that I've picked up over many years of seeing what pills do to people.
I know 1 thing for absolutely sure.
When you take steps to quit the drug abuse, you'll be glad you did and you'll come to realize that's it's the best decision you've ever made.
Honest.

You can either stop now, stop later when the damage is more severe, or continue on into the gutter.
It's your choice my friend.

 

I'd say do shrooms religiously.. why do you say only occasionally? Only if by occasionally you mean like, once a week then I'm with you.

-Mike

 

so im too stunned to comment after this long ass post so can someone comment on this

 

i think rangerdanger is right, even though noone can stop you topnotch, its still pretty harmful and shit. i dunno i guess as said allready everydrug is safe if used intellegently. by what i figure- you dont pop pills daily so its still better- but fuck being them braindead zombies u see every now and then

 

Yeah, actually, I agree with ranger too. From what I've read of your posts, TopNotch, you seem like a really intelligent guy and it'd be a shame to ruin that. Of course, it's your life and you should live it as you see fit.

 

*Waiting for TNS's response* I think I speak for us all.

Well, Im defending Topnotch. Hes too much of a smart kid to not know his situation in HIS own life. Guys, he knows the the dangers of every single drug he consumes. Dont question him about this shit. He's the king of drugs.






No sarcasm.

 

Well if smokindude says so....

-Mike

Edit: Lots and lots of sarcasm here.

 

First off, I appreciate the fact that you took the time out of your day to post your thoughts, ranger.

I agree with everyone on both sides of the spectrum. Drugs take you to the peak of joy and euphoria, only to drop you and leave you freefalling to your death. It all depends on your individual usage of said drugs. I try to be responsible with all of my drug use, and I usually am, until I start taking xanax. As most of us know, when you take xanax you don't want to stop until they are all gone and you are as fukt up as you can possibly be. But yeah. aside from xanax, I am very responsible with my drug use.

I can't ptredict the future, but I hope I don't end up on the street in a cardboard box. Drug abuse runs in my family. My dad is a crackhead/meth-addict/alcoholic and it has prevented him from being in my life, even though he lives one mile down the street from my house.

I have been homeless, BTW, so I have had a taste of it.

Also, smokindude is right. I know everything I can about the drugs I put into my body. I do research on erowid and other resources before I try ANY new drugs.

 

Who failed at making a funny?

-Mike

 

If you love being sober as the same or even more than being fucked up, you cant get addicted to anything. Its all in your dome people, it just depends on the mind set.

 

Whenever I was researching amanitas before my own personal use, i discovered that ancient tribal leaders would prepare and consume the amanitas, then the lower tribesmen would later consume the tribal leaders' piss, as the active ingredient [muscimol] is secreted in the urine.